caster j blaster @casterblasters

honest to god i just need to die

23.06.2025 23:17 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

god, if you can hear me

please make it stop

18.06.2025 01:18 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

why should i do anything at all
why should i go to uni
why should i start my career

its pointless.

i am pointless.

id be forgotten anyways

im meaningless anyways

18.06.2025 01:17 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

i would do anything to stop feeling this grief. i would do anything to make the hurt go away

but nothing will work

nothinh works

it all comes back so quick

im righr back where i was when they first left

everyone will follow their lead soon

why should i wait

18.06.2025 01:16 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

i dont want to wait another five years to get over it. i cant do this another five years

i am not meant to live

someone who feels like this is not meant to live

i am a genuine abomination

18.06.2025 01:15 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

using this account to vent because only two people follow me and i have nowhere else to go i just hope nonody sees it
i genuinely

i cant. i just cant.

ive never been more alone.

i’m really considering doing it

i dont know if theres another way to make it stop
i miss you. i wish you didnt leave

18.06.2025 01:13 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

goodnight

15.05.2025 04:54 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

i am the worst person on the planet

15.05.2025 04:48 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

Somadow .

02.02.2025 06:44 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

Fighting or Flirting~? | Sonadow Comic 💕
#sonadow

28.01.2025 21:38 — 👍 394 🔁 70 💬 3 📌 0

📸📸📸 #sonadow #sonic

01.02.2025 21:36 — 👍 645 🔁 188 💬 6 📌 0

Gay hedgehogs #sonadow

31.01.2025 19:34 — 👍 385 🔁 92 💬 4 📌 2

man jm so fucking lonely. nobody really follows this account so i can just kinda scream to the wind that i am miserable and so alone in everything

25.01.2025 22:12 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

i fear nobody understands the complex relationship i have with sonic and shadow

25.01.2025 09:25 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

do u guys take edits over here #infinite #sonicforces

19.01.2025 01:51 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

don’t mess with us infinite the jackal fans we hate him too

17.01.2025 23:47 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

god willing i will upload a fic to ao3

15.01.2025 02:55 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

sonic forces is so fucking funny. infinite got beat up and called ugly by shadow the hedgehog so he kidnapped and tortured his boyfriend for six months and then died

14.01.2025 19:41 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

dr eggman always on some fuck shit why the hell was he convincing shadow he was a CLONE hes always doing too much and for what. to LOSE EVERYTIME

14.01.2025 19:29 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

a man is standing in front of a red brick wall and pointing at it . ALT: a man is standing in front of a red brick wall and pointing at it .

nobody engaging with me im going fucking crazy

14.01.2025 19:05 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

the curse of being a rper is that writing without another person has become harder and less fun

13.01.2025 22:10 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

shadow being weighed down by his actions his past and his consequences while sonic moves opposite direction of all his problems seemingly unweighed down by the things that happen to him sigh

13.01.2025 16:03 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

listening to sonadow banter is insufferable i dont know how to read it as anything other than flirting they make me want to dunk my head into a fresh block of cement

12.01.2025 19:05 — 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0