Kyle Tsetso

obviously not the best possible outcome we were hoping for (continued shrinking) but this is still very good news. let's hope the surgeon has the confidence to get in there and rip the evil out!

the scar tissue thing is a positive in that if that's what it is that means the mass is smaller than it appears since parts of it are either dead or dying from the treatment. it shows up as *something* on the scan but it's not super clear what it is exactly

we got the ct scan results today

my cancer seems to have stabilized, and sections of it could be scar tissue. it's small enough now that it's difficult to see everything clearly. good problem to have, at least!

im being referred to the surgeon so he can make his assessment

so this friday ill be getting a new ct scan that will determine my immediate future

best case scenario: my cancer has continued to shrink as much as last time and a surgeon will find surgery viable to remove it and treat the nodules. then id almost certainly be in remission!

that's the worst

while obviously this is not exclusively a woman's problem, i just also just want to point out that this generation specifically has more women working in animation than EVER before and yet the career opportunities and upward mobility available to us is nonexistent.

we got bad news for so long so this feels incredible

great news!

got a call from my oncologist who told me 1) my cancer mass has shrunk about 25% and 2) the cancerous nodules in my stomach lining have shrunk as well, some are so small she can barely see them

if this keeps up i may be able to have the mass removed by year's end!

saw the family doctor today. not much to report other than she's very happy with how everything is going

i might need some physio for my knees because i am both tall (6'3") and old (42), though lol

good news: my oncologist says that my cancer nodules are either not growing or actively shrinking. the new treatment is effective!

my hair actually grew back enough that i needed a little trim, new treatment sure is neat

trust your good friends' judgment. you're better than you allow yourself to believe

being unable to break from societal expectations to the point that youre accusing the people helping you dispel it of deceit is just kinda sad really

good news and bad news

bad news: as a result of my not-doing-anything-all-day lifestyle i have formed a kidney stone. boo!

good news: to diagnose it they needed a CT scan so i asked them to send the results to my oncologist, who just told me my cancer has improved! hooray!

nausea has finally decided to back the hell off now we're gamin

man my new chemo treatment seemed to be the jackpot on not feeling any side effects but for the past day or so ive been suffering from some awful nausea, enough to call in and ask about it. we might have to make some adjustments

cumulative side effects suck ass man

yeah cant avoid that one ive tried

ah shit what now

as well as i can be, considering lol

there's so much to talk about with the choices made here animation-wise. controls are often not all exactly in sync with the frame they're on, in a way that emulates early 90s stop motion, like the really rough shit. Like the animators were told not to worry about that or crashing or breaking rigs

oh I havent watched this yet id better check it out

im weirdly calm exactly because there was a backup plan waiting in the wings

it's not the result we wanted, obviously. but there's a weird calming effect to knowing what's happening. we simply change the chemo treatment and scan again in a couple months to see if there's any improvement

head down, do the new treatment, hope for the best

got some bad news on my CT scan: my cancer has grown

the major growth went from 4.1cm to 6cm and the cancerous nodules all grew a couple millimeters. my oncologist says this is likely because of a mutation i have called BRAF

thankfully, though, there is targeted treatment

just looked at a sample and this looks real interesting. thank you!

oh dig the vibe on this cover

ill try to find this. thank you!

anyone happen to have any sci-fi graphic novel recommendations? looking for some inspiration for something im working on

tone and content isnt a factor, really. just looking for some really inspired written and drawn works to get the juices flowing

feeling's mutual, dev. youre good people and i always brighten when i see you around on the internets

thanks very much!

tomorrow is my 6th round of chemo

after that it's time for The Big Scan where we determine what all this treatment has or hasnt done to the cancer. it's pretty scary. but im still asymptomatic and only feel like garbage while on chemo. im young and healthy. i have a lot going for me

wish me luck

okay i think ive bounced back damn was that ass

2 more treatments to go before we do The Big Scan