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vanessa

@vanessainthedark.bsky.social

diary of a girl undone

52 Followers  |  14 Following  |  173 Posts  |  Joined: 16.11.2024
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reject community, summon the swarm

10.03.2025 20:48 — 👍 1    🔁 1    💬 0    📌 0

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25.03.2025 16:55 — 👍 1    🔁 1    💬 0    📌 0
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29.11.2025 19:03 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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She is real, He is real, but Katie is not. do you see what I'm building? you might have to tilt your head and squint.

08.06.2025 14:27 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 1

the fun part is the play within a play. it's allowing anyone willing to suspend belief a conspiracy OF MY CHOOSING to indulge in--basically that She is real, that I stole Her story, wrote it down, and gave it to the world. and now She is very angry with me, even angrier than She is with Him.

08.06.2025 14:26 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

the answer to the current draft problem might be a sustained ambiguity re: who wrote what. and by building fiction around that concept, aren't I reclaiming the lingering questions about my own authorship? I am. I have to write what hurts.

08.06.2025 14:22 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

here I will be Her

08.06.2025 14:20 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

@girlfaust.bsky.social

04.06.2025 00:57 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I'm going to start a feud

04.06.2025 00:33 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 1

want to be more mischievous. tricksy.

27.05.2025 02:08 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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I am getting closer!! I have to be.

20.05.2025 20:25 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I'll be nice now

16.05.2025 19:14 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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are you REALLY making enough money to justify having to act like an enormous dweeb everywhere, all the time

08.05.2025 19:45 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

exploding you with my mind

06.01.2025 17:01 — 👍 3    🔁 4    💬 0    📌 0

B itter
A bject
B room
A rson
Y earning
A lchemy
G reenery
A berration

02.05.2025 22:46 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

you will get old too.

02.05.2025 22:44 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

being a consumer of art without making your own must be a mortifying way to live

01.05.2025 14:42 — 👍 3    🔁 1    💬 0    📌 0

every online review is a tell. people who got turned on by the book call it pornography. people who were emotionally touched say it romanticizes too much. those who got a good glimpse of the bad man's psychology call it a handbook for criminals. everything they have to say is a projection.

01.05.2025 14:41 — 👍 5    🔁 2    💬 0    📌 0

readers are consumers

01.05.2025 14:39 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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nothing I'm more grateful for than my ambition and need for attention being so meager compared to my talent. in my next life I'll be like the women I came from: composing galaxies in their diaries, feeling no drive to share. I won't even have the dickinson chip on my shoulder. I'll be meek, centered

29.04.2025 15:14 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

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29.04.2025 15:10 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

what a position I'm in, with barely any option of elevation gain, no incentive to play nice. why make friends, why go along with the status quo? I already had the Famous Lady on the phone calling me a rockstar, already graced the cover of the grey lady book review. nothing left but burn it all down

29.04.2025 15:08 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

the contempt I have for the culture is a vibrating wire. it slices thru flesh.

29.04.2025 15:06 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0