hannahhh :3

bruh this anime is so good... im so sad its only 1 season w 12 eps.... oughghghghhh🥺😭💔

finally started a new anime, while waiting for the rest of gk to be out so i can watch in full for continuity, and WOW!! i miss shows that have the vibe of buddy daddies, it came out swinging w the concept and comedy so well😭💖

ig im in my feelings tonight. probably out of school-related stress but ugh, i hate these feelings.

been feeling really lonely lately, im busy w school and work but like. idk. even in my free time im not talking to people v often and i hate asking people to go out of their way to talk to me bc it makes me feel like a burden💔

at the same time, i am able to recognize the things they said and did to keep me around when they werent being a good friend. it just kinda sucks looking back, its bittersweet. ik ive grown enough to realize this, but yeah it still sucks.

i had a dream the other night about an ex-friend.. i cant remember much of it, but damn. losing a longterm friend is really the worst, esp when they were a good friend at a point in time. it really lingers even years after.

chat i am suffering through the Horrors...

i cant believe i managed to listen to all 3 bad bunny albums today.. they were all so good!! im excited for my relistens so i can pick out my fave songs!!!

i also just cannottt trust whatever im thinking when i havent slept yet man

ik its bc im on my period, but sometimes the stupidest conversations really have me overthinking for 0 reason other than someone not replying.. like i gotta either just stfu or stop caring so much😭

feeling so tired but also like i dont have as much time to do the shit i want and need to do augh!!!!!

hiya #PortfolioDay! i’m Hannah, a queer Navajo fantasy artist that focuses on illustration, character design, and warm colors!!!🥰💖

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ughh, idk. i know im the only one who can feasibly /change/ this, but i just dont have the drive to do so rn. its rough enough that the clothes i think id like, i worry wont fit me well one way or another if i do even end up buying clothes. :/

i have 0 sense of my own personal style bc of this btw. i struggle to actually feel comfortable in my own body when im not at home and i just haaate it. i have a poor relationship w working out + dieting stuff and im just not built to keep up that kind of habit most of the time😭

ik its late, but i really do envy people that have never had to worry about how their weight impacts how people view them/treat them lol. jealous of people that are able to wear what they want without worrying about measurements/cuts etc....

i fear, it is not looking good now more than ever for my grandma.. whether we have the time for hospice or her time really is up. its just hard. both thanksgiving and xmas dinners without her were strange, idk. its just tough dealing with a first immediate family member potentially passing soon.

this is not even just about my sleep schedule, i mean my BODY too like god damn!!!!

why am i always soo tired

the start of this whole year has genuinely been fucking ass and so much other shit is pissing me off to the point i just want to scream bro. dumb coworker bullshit at work. coming home to my dad talking to the worst ppl i could imagine (chr*stian+decked out in shitty ai chr*stian clothes) AAAAGHHHHH

there havent ever been any good christian movies or media period, bc theyre all soulless since they only serve 1 purpose. to indoctrinate and fearmonger ppl into believing shit.. like bro i cannottttt "we were raving about the book of ____!" im going to explode you in my mind.

idk man im just kinda always floored by millennial and younger christians bc, why........??????? of all the choices you get to make in life why continue indoctrinating ppl like your parents did bro,, youre getting in w the wrong crowd of people!! like the bigots are all up in there WHY!!!

genuinely was doing rly good not feeling depressed at all for a good long while up until recently too, but uhhh yeah that ended tonight :')

partially a joke, but im also 100% serious lol. im sick of doing things for men biting me in the ass no matter what.

new years goals so far: decenter men MORE and keep getting hotter…🤍

itll never not piss me off how some people are just beyond shit at basic communication, especially when it comes to voluntary commitments they make themselves.

gonna try and see if posting my art earlier in the day is somewhat viable..? ive been regularly posting stuff later in the day (4-5pm) just bc of my work schedule but ill test things out!

found out its getting remade but that wont be out FOR YEARS. so... whatever ig💀 i wish dao was getting a remake man.. shit makes me so emo to think about what we couldve HAD OUGHHHHHHH

genuinely gonna already really hard for me to wanna keep playing witcher 1 rn bc its just soo much more sidequest-y, running back and forth, etc etc.. the day/night cycle aspect too. like it lowkey is pmo already and i only just got to ch2😭

its already kind of hitting me bc damn dude, it sucks not being able to fully remember someone pre-all these medical problems happening bc i was a fucking kid.. and its hard not to beat myself up about not being able to remember them from back before all of this. ugh