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Umm... I appreciate your concern, but I don't think I have to share anything on this account that warrants a follow, as this is a stan acc that doubles as a vent acc. I only ranted about it here because I didn't feel comfortable posting it on main and everyone I could talk to was asleep at the time.

No matter what the rest of the world thinks... I have to carry on, for my own individuality's sake, even as the others' words threaten to dim it.

I don't want to change... Am I doomed to fail because of that?

Things like this make me feel like giving up, but doing that would also mean proving the world right. I have to walk my own path to the end, if nothing else to keep standing against them, and against the pain that is normalcy.

the idea of making things for the others, and instead listened to the ideas in my own head? Am I not true enough for following that passion in the face of pressure to be normal, just because it was against others and not for the others? Can I even succeed while being like this?

If art is inherently communal, then what am I? Am I not a true artist solely because I cut ties with the fandoms that told me I was wrong for liking things, with all the annoying snarky essayists or all the people that told me to be more palatable? Was what I created not true art because I abandoned

want to be one among the people, and as weird as it sounds on a stan acc, I know even infatuations with celebrities will pass someday, even if it burns brightly now. It has to... And in the end, when I am alone and have no more attachments to others, I want to do things for myself.

neither is me liking anyone, and in the end my ideas are mine and mine alone.

The very reason I want to go into creative fields is not to be with others, but to stop working from others and become engrossed into my own thing, even if I still have to interact and pretend to get things done. I don't

I may have used other sources for inspiration, but to insist that that created a connection between myself and the artists in question would be to buy into parasocial delusions. I don't know AYG, I don't know any other artist I listen/ watch/ play/ read, me being inspired by anyone is not community,

people, but against the people and for myself. The drive to create came not from those around me, but from within myself. No matter how many told me I was wrong to like things, I've been carrying on, because I can't imagine not creating for myself. I don't need others to be inspired, or to create.

how I see art and what it is to me personally, that it strikes me to my core and makes me doubt my own abilities to succeed in such fields, but I also can't talk about it publicly because then everyone will point fingers at me as pro-AI.

Since 2020, every fanart I've made on main was not for the

Even though I am against genAI, there are certain things other anti-genAI folks say that deeply bother me and make me keep my distance from them, with the biggest one being that art is inherently communal and that to create art and be inspired, one has to be among people. It just stands against so

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阿云嘎: 祝大家新年快乐，2026策马扬鞭，继续「风声」水起！

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