ghoskoe

anyways bye

on the bright side, at least I can spend more time doing schoolwork and doing hobbies (like writing and editing mayb) and. idk. existing in real life. wish my brain was more normal and that I wouldn’t be constantly anxious but im built different 😎 (read: autistic and scared of people)

i hav started picking at my face again from stress n now i have dumb dumb idiot scabs and now i have 2 start at square one again m,, i have also just generally not been having great thoughts recently (no im not elaborating) so is probably for the best for me to just disappear for a while from online

a kitten is sitting on a blue blanket with stars coming out of its mouth Alt: orange kitten is sitting on a blue blanket with pastel cyan and magenta star pngs falling from above

limits the amount of time i can spend on social media (cutely) to avoid The Horrors as much as possible so I stop feeling constantly on-edge and having panic attacks and getting like 4 hours of sleep

wash my belly
rinse my belly
sanitize my belly

i should have gotten clear gelatin for the brain to make it significantly closer to white/grey n coloring it with berry juice but i think the pink is still silly

A photo of a pink jell-o in the shape of a brain

A photo of a berry pie with a human face

i post my dumb dumb goofy food I made for Halloween party last weekend

i need to make smash burger s

hoping u get so much vitamin C and drink soup and water and also become immune to all diseases

Hearing that someone close to me went to chatgpt first to go to the doctor may very well turn me into the Joker. This stuff's getting INSANELY bad and it's hard to ignore.

YouTube video by FunkyFrogBait The "PERFORMATIVE MALE" Problem

I like,,, this video,,, I recommend watch 👉👈

youtu.be/b3jIgdbVjr4?...

A photo of text from Hildegard Von Bingen’s Physica, translated from Latin to English by Priscilla Throop. The entry is from the Houseleek section, which reads (starting a bit from the previous page) “And one who is so deaf he doesn’t hear should take the milk of a woman, who has given birth to a male child, ten to twelve weeks after her son’s birth. He should add to it the juice of the houseleek, and gently instill three or four drops of this into his ears. If he does this frequently, he will receive his hearing.”

what the fuck was Hildegard Von Bingen cooking

obviously im not saying those things are bad, just that

you know

i have nothing to really offer when it comes to talking to people because i don’t do much beyond just trying to get through the day, which isn’t really anything to talk about.

im finally on my “consuming media other than video games and streams/youtube videos” arc.

i hope that i stay on it JSJJJDHHDS

me face is so clean right now and feel rlly good hi

i miss being a zygote

tomorrow is canada thanks giving but today we had meal since this is when we. usually have

a kitten is sitting on top of a white cup on a table . Alt: a very tired looking kitten leaning against a white cup

tumy full of,,, turkey,,, ham,,, applw crumblr,,, ice cream,,,, stuffing,,, veggie,,,

what if u just get a cup of ice and eat it

There was a time when people were not only open to but enthusiastic about the idea of giving money to this company. Congratulations on definitively eliminating that possibility.

Minorities built your platform. The ones whose concerns you’re refusing to listen to or acknowledge.

(if this looks like a lot it’s bc i made it for more than me JRKJFJF i swear im not eating all this at once)

a closeup picture of some fried rice in a wok. the rice has chicken, green onion, and egg in it.

late night chicken fried rice

a kitten is eating from a yellow bowl with a spoon Alt: a grey kitten drinking milk from a yellow bowl using a spoon

has yumy hotpot with my roomies

played a game with a nice Dracula and my brain is very happy,,.,,.,.,

a black wolf with red eyes and sharp teeth is standing in the dark Alt: The wolf form of Dracula in Dead by Daylight. The coat of the wolf is black, and it has glowing red eyes.

m,, m,,m, uppy ,,,, puppy,,,,, doggty,,,,,, dbd dogyu,, dracula doggy,,,,,

i need 2,,, 2 take care of myself more,,, i frewed up yesterday bc i had boxed mac cheese which has a lot of sodium,,, sodium is evil i thimk (it isn’t but packaged stuff has a lot). speaking of thjat why do salad dressings also hav to be so salty like calm down pls. mayb i should make homemade,,,,

thimking about making basmati rice and some yumy veggie with tofu when i get home,,, girl dinner,,,

Finds a music artist that I rlly like and adds them to playlist

Finds out they are the actual worst

Immediately removes from playlist and cries

Oh, you like The Beatles? Name every species.