💠 vertigo

#qualiaautomata bullseye

can you tell chris pierre is my favorite character ever

you appealed to the thab fans with a renaissance style portrait of cana

on it soldier

if i don't spontaneously wind up dead within the next two weeks i will combine my love for mariyam with my love for delusion-based horror and write my third qa fic ever and do them JUSTICE again

stephanie glass if she was stephanie lynn nicks from the photoshoot for the 2001 album trouble in shangri-la

OH NY GOD i forgot about the sayaka guy 🥹 i remember being around while he was actively maizono-ing his house

we are ommetoshaymin we carry the girls

we are ommetoshaymin we each own a 6x111 story and make it awesome by the power of ladies. one is done with love the other is done with utter disdain for a progressively trash character lineup

i refreshed and saw this and gasped as loud as possible

cut out our heart

mini massive mariyam doc coming out one day analyzed and thrown together by mariyamglazer6741 themselves aka me 💙💙 i love her i love her i l

of course i've done a million and one things that i would not do again that people know me by. and obviously i am still not out of the trenches. but i can think back to the 10th of november driving through the country with the chain on the radio and remember how it felt that first day i was free

"you could've done that the whole time" i could've. and i could've felt guilty about it bc it would make me terrible for not being a dream pillar for these kids. and i probably won't fight a kid on main but by god if my life without you is brighter i am not going back no matter how you weep

but these days i don't have to monitor my posts and reposts to make sure i don't get interrogated. i don't have to feel guilty for not wanting to call anyone. i can literally just do whatever the fuck i want

this is probably as vulnerable as i'll ever get on here but like. i love being free you have no idea. i spent like a good year playing therapist-yes-man-best-friend-lover to children online letting all their shit slide bc i didn't want their blood on my hands. which did not make me any happier

at least qualia automata had mariyam. fayrouz also i guesss????? but yeah. the women were actually somewhat OK.

how it feels to be a mariyam fan when i always aligned myself with tamari back in the day

my name is jay/shay/ghost because ghost uses those names and i use they/he because ghost does too and did i mentioned i wasnt copying ghost i named myself after my great great grandparents and my pronouns are like that because i want them to why would i copy ghost lol
did i mention i look like this

ever thab character is james except nina and isaiah. to hell and ball

hans mortem you remind me of a guy named

a scrub is a guy who thinks he's fly and is also known as hans mortem

we need to put him in a fake ecosystem made of lead and asbestos so he dies

there's no such thing as drawing women too often

quick lazy thing bc i love amara the great intelligence and think it fits qa perfectly. reference included too

if youre over the age of 16 and still a shtacon theres no hope for you bro