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I've been noticing and coming to realize that while twt has rightist extremists, bsky has leftist extremists...

But at least here I don't have to worry about homophobes, racists, bots, and nazis so....

I can't wait to get another job and work on getting my own place. I'm sick and tired of getting caught in my parents' endless house projects..

Sometimes I want to act so petty here but I know I do enough of that on the other site 😭

I'm so glad I don't feel bad for dropping a game or anime when I simply don't enjoy it and not have a sunken cost fallacy mentality anymore. I can't afford to waste my time with something I'm not having fun with

The vibe some guys compliment women via text is just so off-putting for me.

"Hello gorgeous, I just wanted to call you pretty (cuz you are)"

Like...why add the 'cuz you are' part?

Weird rant, but lately I sometimes feel ashamed for simply being a cis guy..maybe it's the toxic masculinity and patriarchy that overshadows the more genuine guys like me(at least I like to think..) and I can't help but ashamed I can easily be associated with the aforementioned..

All my dad talks about these days is politics. I know that shit is important but fuckin hell I cannot escape hearing it for a minute...

Idk what to do anymore on main. Pretty sure most of my mutuals are just mutuals whom I made from playing gachas and now that I don't play gachas anymore - what's the fucking point of being around..

I want to feel totally regretful that I even stepped foot in gacha games, but I can't..

The only redeeming quality was being able to find friends especially during Covid; friends I still keep in touch with since 2020..

I'm well aware it's a projection of myself for having low self-esteem and wanting to be recognized which is why I just won't play any gachas anymore. It makes me compare myself even more and as I turn 30 later this year I really don't want to have that kind of mental burden on myself anymore.

I'm happy for all my mutuals winning their 5050s but I can't help but feel so envious. I lost way more 5050s than winning them and it feels like such a spit to the face after being such a dedicated WW player and REALLY wanting a character.

Ended up making another alt account just to vent since all of my mutuals on Bluesky are getting far better gacha luck while I eat shit and get nothing