Roach

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You don't need to donate.

Just a repost is enough.

My kindness can only carry me so far.

And the life that prevents me from being there.

A friend.
A presence.
A person.
An artist.

A life that prevents my growth because I have to face things I cannot yet handle because of my sickness and body's physical and mental state.

I'm so tired.

Please once I post my commissions.

Because even if I need to vent or break character for a moment.

It's not fair to those who do not deserve it.

Those who do not know what's going on.

You don't need to read this or care.

But it's time I use my platforms to be honest about the life I have been living.

I'm not trying to vent, pull strings and make anyone feel anything.

I'm just living through my life experiences and I'm tired of being silent about them.

I have been trying my best for so long.

Masking my issues and vanishing to face unmeasurable tragedy and suffering.

I am no eating, I'm just working.

I need safety.
Stability.

I'm disabled.

I'm tired.

I just want to be alright.

I have dire emergency commissions open.

I need to make at LEAST 2.4k and I'm almost half way there.

I will be posting ko-fi links.

It's 12am and I'm currently in the middle of a cross field.

I have less than 6 hours of sleep from a total of almost 96 hours that I've been up.

Sorry for the failure to make an update.

I'm in a dire emergency.
I'm homeless, facing dangerous situations and currently squatting in my stepfathers foreclosed home because he refuses to leave.

I have been working on getting an apartment but they are doing fuck all to make the process faster.

Hand close-up had the wrong gray 😭 fixed it now, though!

Broke it into 3 parts to hopefully maintain some resolution! I love this guy so much 🤍

Some expansion of lore; Kai'Zenan can summon and control fire. They can also use this fire to shapeshift. This most simply takes the form of optional wings, but I'm thinking of adding more forms in the future!

Post about my situation tomorrow.
And update for my reasoning behind my spotty behavior.

BASIC INFORMATION Full Name: Kai'Zenan Nicknames: Kai Pronouns: He/They Sexuality: Demisexual. Species: Coy-Dragon (Silver coyote and Opalescent Dragon hybrid) APPEARANCE Coat/Skin Description: Grayscale fur with smooth silver holo scales on the muzzle, under the eyes, on the underbelly/under the tail, on the tops of hands/forearms, and on the tops of the feet/shins. Eye Color: Rainbow Hair Style: Long fluffy white mane that runs from the top of the head to the tip of the tail. Body Type: Androgynous/Slim with Digitigrade legs. Other: Optional wings that they can summon and burn off with their flame abilities. Smooth, swept back horns on top of head. OTHER Personality: Naturally more quiet and reserved, but working towards being more confident. Can be loud and silly with the right people, but also enjoys peace and relaxation. Very loving, snuggly, and flirty with their partner. Naturally curious and loves exploration. Extremely tactile, can be either entranced by or disgusted by certain textures and sensations. Alignment: Chaotic or Neutral Good. Likes: Loves shiny and sparkly things, gradients, rainbows, and things that glow. Is always craving fish and sweets. Dislikes: Pain and discomfort. Greasy textures. Unexpected loud sounds. Strengths: Extremely loyal and committed. Passionate and driven. Weaknesses: Can get easily overwhelmed, especially with new experiences. Not great at advocating for himself. Hobbies: Gaming, watching movies, trying new artistic media. Habits: Constantly thinking about food. Obsessively cleanly so will wash/groom themself often.

Months ago, my husband shared his secondary fursona. Today, I finished mine as well; meet Kai'Zenan!

Kai and Horizon were made for us to explore more NSFW themes, so I'll mostly be sharing them on an 🔞 account: @kaizenan.bsky.social

I'm going to put lore/closeups for him in the alt text/replies!

Are we enjoying our spooky #FursuitFriday
Two weeks till #Halloween 😈

🪡: @1-eyed-jack.bsky.social
🐾: SHAN_JUN_
📸: @vsabertoothv.bsky.social

Tell me ALL your fall plans!! I need to know! 🍂

🪡: westscustom
📸: @huskymint.bsky.social

It appears summer is over 🎃

🪡: @phoenixnest.bsky.social
📸: MatsuBeaw

#FursuitFriday

I look forward to it! I immediately had an idea when I saw him👀

Spooky Season is HERE

🪡: @1-eyed-jack.bsky.social
📸: @vsabertoothv.bsky.social

Omg, I gotta draw your roc one day👀

Teehee💛

Happy Birthday to my best friend!! 🥰

🪡: @phoenixnest.bsky.social and notcoolkitty
📸: @huskymint.bsky.social

#FursuitFriday

As the leaves change, you find the Akita in the wild enjoying all the colors.

Suit by: @thatsfurredup.com
Photo by: @flukehusky.bsky.social
#furry #furrycommunity #furries #fursuiter #fursuiteveryday #suitswap #fursuitswap #fursuiting #fullsuit #FursuitFriday #fursuitsfriday

A collage of an all red "cat fish" partial fursuiter in front of a forest background.

FURSUIT PARTIAL FOR SALE

$5000 USD. Includes free shipping (USA only)

It's October which means it's time for CANDY!

Who wouldn't want to be a "Swedish Cat Fish" for Halloween?

Please reach out at starcanearts.com for more information :)

#FursuitFriday #Fursuit #FurSale #Furry

Feeling cute 🥰

🪡: @summoningstudio.bsky.social
📸: MontagutiLuca

#SummoningSunday

I might just come back from the dead, no promises 🪳

Doggy weekend 💙

🪡: Byaku_kun
📸: @vsabertoothv.bsky.social

🐾Bow Wow🐾

📸 by Forlorn_Kitsune (Twitter/X)
🪡 by @summoningstudio.bsky.social

OH MY GOODNESS!!! HAPPY ANNIVERSARY YOU TWO 💛💛💛

Fullbody comm for @/abelbutlessclothes.bsky.social 💕

#furry #furryart

Draw a Turkey in a suit:)

Missed #FursuitFriday since I've been such a busy dog 😔

🪡: @/westscustom on Twitter
📸: @huskymint.bsky.social

Look at this cutie and this amazing art✨