scrapimmortal

I made it through the night, thank you to all who saw those posts

[anxiety]

no but this isn't the usual... why do I feel like I'm being hunted suddenly

[anxiety]

I'm suddenly so scared. what if I have nightmares tonight. can I check in here if I have nightmares?
I'm by myself. I suddenly really don't want to be

my unanswered comments got up to 185 and im finally answering some. I had a nasty block with answering them because I wasn't able to write and I had serious anxiety about answering my comments but im doing a little better. maybe I won't be able to answer all of them but I'm at least doing […]

https://archiveofourown.org/works/73520886/chapters/192825666 9 days all done!

#hualian #tgcf

https://archiveofourown.org/works/73520886/chapters/192743306#workskin

have a crimson wings one too while we're here

https://archiveofourown.org/works/73520886/chapters/192725686

short paid in blood entry as part of the november prompts

#tgcf #hualian

xie lian and all the times hes felt something under hua chengs robes when leaning against the ghosts chest, all the times he ponders what they could be and gets flustered thinking about hc shirtless
and then when xl finally learns theyre piercings when he rips hcs robes off in bed their first time

just saw that paid in blood reached 2k kudos 😭

it feels good rn just to write small thingies

https://archiveofourown.org/works/72344151/chapters/192149336

yay wrote another chapter of this one

day 3: smell of home

https://archiveofourown.org/works/73520886/chapters/192066851#workskin

day 4: sleeping on the couch

https://archiveofourown.org/works/73520886/chapters/192078626#workskin

#tgcf #hualian #comfyvember2025

i am doing comfyvember prompts of 500-1k words as an exercise because I miss writing and I feel awful when I don't write

https://archiveofourown.org/works/73520886/chapters/191655671

#tgcf #hualian

did I mention that it's huge

also this back piece will take a while to finish but it'll be so worth it

hualian are literally tattooed on my back

haven't looked at my stats on ao3 for a while because it caused me grief to think about writing, but I was happy to see quite the catch has 2k kudos. that's amazing. also I wanna answer comments soon

https://archiveofourown.org/works/72344151/chapters/188365781

last week i thought about giving up on writing but then i didn’t

turning this into a multichapter because it'll probably be long

#tgcf #hualian

[Talking about insect kink]

@xieliansbignaturals lmao i misread the kink at first and thought 'isn't that pretty common in fandom spaces' before i realised jdhsjhd

honestly i'm into the idea of bug hualian

that and actual free time

why is the answer always whump

y'all i wrote 1500 words this morning, that's more than i've written in over a month

[nsfw, hualian]

@apprendere It's what they both deserve!!!!

i have missed this place

[nsfw, hualian]

Xie Lian wearing a silver belly chain with plenty of charms and bells on it so he jingles with Hua Cheng's every thrust.

alright i'm starting again with this wip. but at least i'm writing?

no thoughts i just want hualian to smooch mwah mwah

went to the tattoo shop today to discuss my hualian backpiece

i really do think watching the first episode of dandadan literally right after finishing frieren was a mistake. my brain could not handle that shift at. all.

[tgcf fandom gripe]

it's always about the cave of 10 thousand gods too like. sure ignore the entire context of xl being an abandoned and neglected literal god

[tgcf fandom gripe]

if i got a dollar for every time i see someone flippantly call hc a stalker... i would still be fucking annoyed but at least i'd have money