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Reposting this in honor of me replaying RDR2 and remembering that time I sparked a hostile discussion of victorian undergarments in the RDRonline subreddit by posting my mis-shapen OC :>>

| #RDR2 #RDRonline #VRTX |

dkljhsafauphif...I'v been on shop duty for the past MONTH and it's getting booooooring. 5 hour every day just uploading stuff to the shop and I might go insane when I'm done with the remaining 300, after which I'll have to pull the next list with however much is still left uncataloged 🙃

Replaying RDR2 rn. Time to get emotionally destroyed once again 🥲

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(I kind of want to do a giveaway for some minis or figurines once I got the hang of how this works and I made some of my own models :>>)

I mean...at least I finally sold that expensive ass pair of shoes I couldn't return so that balances out like half of the cost. I'll miss them tho, they were so pretty but also way to small for me 😔

Guess what I did...

IT'S ON SALE WHAT ELSE AM I SUPPOSED TO DO??!!

I shouldn't be allowed to have money. I'm seriously considering getting a secondhand SLA printer and for the past hour I've been planning how I could remodel/what to add to my crafting space to fit it. I JUST bought a new sewing machine ffs I've spent enough money for a year on my hobbies!

OC lore (as cryptic as it may be) in MY art???

(I wanted to draw this since I had the idea of them knowing each other, which has been a year and a half or more??)

| #VRTX #WIP #Addylaine #Clademnastra #OCs |

Dunno if I shared this here or not but just in case. Really don't know when or if I'll ever finish this

| #VRTX #DateEverything #EddieAndVolt #DateEverythingEddie #DateEverythinVolt #WIP |

brb just gonna sketch out an idea for yet another DnD character I'll probably never gonna get to play

Writing emails has never drained me that much I think...I just want a job for fucks sake

okay okay we made contact yall. Just have to compile some more work and suddenly every illustration I made in the last 24 months looks ugly or not up to standard hehe also do I have experience making minis? kind of???? it's all theoretical and a crumb of practical but does that count????? I'm scared

On another note. I just bought a sewing machine :>

I just sent an email I've been dreading to send for months and now I'm even more anxious because WHAT IF IT ACTUALLY WORKS OUT!? I Have no fucking clue about working freelance for TTRPGs or serious freelance work in general aaaaaaaaaaaaaa I'M SO FUCKED

Me: Got enough sleep last night, took my meds, had breakfast and some sugary treats to pick me up, thinking I'm ready for work.

Also me: feeling like I'll literally keel over if I so much as think about moving a muscle

I'm making a spell writing system for DnD (more specifically for Ha'al) and I just finished making an excel sheet with every. Single. Unique. spell aspect like range, effects etc.

Sounds more than it actually is (186 in total) but I still had to comb through all PHB14 spells.

I.Fucking.Hate.Cable Providers....Fucking slimy ass bastards.

I have so many characters I started updating or that could use one but I don't have time for everyone ;a;

| #VRTX #Wip |

I'm rewatching CR2 and I'm bawling my eyes out over a bird ;;A;;

if you see this, show us how you draw man* tiddies
Really need to draw more of them :>>

*my OCs gender-shenanigans

I'm sore, my knees hurt and I feel like I ran a marathon but all I did today was cut out some fabric while goblin crouching on my floor. Is this what it feels like getting closer and closer to 30?

Yesterday I ordered a pair of shoes I've been looking for for aaaaaages. They're so fucking pretty and they got shipped today ;AA; Probably not gonna get here until Monday but I'm so excited aaaaaaaaaaa

This bitch might take up residence again in my brain ;a;

| #VRTX #Aether #WIP |

My focus is constantly flitting between BG3, Date Everything and CR rn. Suffice to say, the Brainworms are confused.

Putting more effort in a post on r/lfg to find a DnD group than I put in my bachelors thesis lol

don't lose the hyperfixation. don't lose the hyperfixation. don't lose the hyperfixation. don't lose the hyperfixation. don't lose the hyperfixation. don't lose the hyperfixation. don't lose the hyperfixation. don't lose the hyperfixation. don't lose the hyperfixation. don't lose the hyperfix

Still thinking about that cute server I had on sunday at the cat cafe 😔

(They told me I could collect point if I come back again and I'm not 100% sure they ONLY told me this to promote the app/point system. But I could just be delulu as hell)

It's 00:28 and I'm bored out of my skull, waiting to finally go to the airport

We're entering the itchy peely phase ewewewew

(apart from that the healing is going well. The swelling is completely down, no tenderness left and no blisters. And I might be a bit delulu but it's looking a little lighter already, might also just be the skin that's about to come off :II )

aaaaaaaaaaaaaa my arm is so fucking warm....it doesn't hurt, it doesn't ache, nothing. It's just burning hot and I hate it