I've been torn apart before.
But never to this extent.
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24/NB Director & Producer of Gay Sex & Gay Sex II the Movie Vice Director & Owner to Ambatukam Non-profit Organization Fyi this is just a dump site for my thoughts.
I've been torn apart before.
But never to this extent.
Privilege isn't obvious to the privileged.
29.11.2025 12:25 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
A few weeks ago, I had one of the most unforgettable encounters with a random person.
I was minding my own business inside of this mall. Until a man, walked up to me asking if there was any job opening.
He wasn't begging for a meal, he was begging for a job.
Privilege isn't defined by money. It's the absence of obstacles and abundance of opportunities.
I've seen even some of my closest folks seem to not be able to realize that they're some of the luckiest s.o.b in my entire life
Just for them to fuck it all up
Cars don't cheat on you. They don't toy with your feelings like a person, they don't whisper you things you want to listen to.
In a way, they're much more honest than most people are. Even if they're an object.
With all the things that's happened to me for the past 5 days, all I can say is
Some nights I wish I could go back in life
Not to change shit, just to feel a couple things twice
Kebodohan itu bisa didefinisikan dengan 2 kata.
Cinta buta.
I asked for one. And I got one.
14.07.2025 13:58 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0"Where one phonecall ends, another begins. Even if you don't leave a message after the beep."
01.07.2025 16:41 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0How would you know what grass feels like if all you've known is saltwater?
20.06.2025 23:32 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
Jelas-jelas tangan besi
Masih berlagak rindu
All that glitters is not gold.
03.06.2025 16:29 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
There are two kinds of hatred.
Those you see on the surface, like salt on fries.
And the one that seeps deep within your skin and nerves, with no way of channeling your hatred without resorting to destructive means.
What poly relationship does to an mf:
Turns you into an alcoholic
Kata-kata, untuk hari ini.
If we don't make the mistakes that we did, we wouldn't be in this very place we are in. The good and the bad
Kata-kata untuk hari ini.
Uang yang habis, jodoh yang hilang masih bisa dicari.
Namun akal sehat? Tak akan kau temukan, dari Sabang sampai Merauke.
If god was real, he wouldn't give me a laundry list of very good reasons to kill myself
11.05.2025 13:44 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Someday, I'll get it
10.05.2025 16:23 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0You know who you are.
08.05.2025 18:48 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Kesabaran gw hanya setebal tisu dibagi dua, trust gw hanya tersisa debu dan kotoran.
08.05.2025 18:42 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0
Sometimes it's not the black pfp, or the "I'm depressed go fuck yourself" in the bio to tell that you're hurting.
Sometimes it's the tears in 1am with nothing but alcohol to soothe your pain.
Life's a comedy, but what else can we do about it but to laugh?
03.05.2025 18:37 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
"Seringku berfantasi untuk bunuh diri
Agar kau merasa bersalah sampai mati"
"You know the one thing that you just can't see?
You know you're one bad day away from being me."
Mustahil untuk dibilang tak peduli.
Rumit jika peduli.
Dibilang apatis salah.
Dibilang empatis, juga salah.
"Tapi, nasi sudah menjadi bubur dan sekarang; ku harus beli ayam suwir, kerupuk, daun bawang dan bawang goreng."
08.04.2025 15:36 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
How could you get lost, even with a map and a copilot?
I don't know. But that's the truth.
Kasur yang luas tapi bangun sendiri
Mobil baru mengkilap, tanpa penumpang di kiri
Banyak sepatu, minim privasi, susah pergi
PS4, Nintendo Switch tanpa player dua