Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin

View of the grand canyon

New name, who's this?

Total rebrand of this account, gonna try to start posting more as well.

I just dunno how to use this app as well as FB. Do I need to add tags to each post? Does it need a photo? Idk
(Picture taken at grand canyon, by me)

My new years resolutions!

1. Change my name legally to Greyson amethyst.

2. To either start T or get breàst reduction.

3. Get a car

4. Visit at least one of my partners

5. Get a cat

6. Move to alaksa

Tried a new art style (tried)

#art #artwork #digitaldrawing #illustrated #sketchbookart #creative
#artist #artistsupport #artaccount #artlife #dailyart #artdiscover
#blackart #blackartist #blackartists #blackcreatives #blackartwork #blackownedart
#melaninmagic #melaninart #supportblackartists

Redrew my fursona
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I will delete all hate
#art #drawing #artist #blackart #blackartists #blackartwork #artwork #artistsoninstagram #blackartist #gachalife2 #gachalifeedits #furryart #fursona

Just some art
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I will delete all hate
#art #drawing #artist #blackart #blackartists #blackartwork #artwork #artistsoninstagram #blackartist #gachalife2 #gachalifeedits

Any advice for canes? I want to get one, but i have no idea where to start.
Want one because of EDS and weight

#Eds #disabled #advice

Yes i did trace, but I did the hair on my own.

I am a real artist, this was just a quick thing, if you do not believe me check my page

I will delete/block all hate
#art #drawing #artist #blackart #blackartist #blackartwork #hazbinhotel

Yes i did trace, but I did the hair on my own.

I am a real artist, this was just a quick thing, if you do not believe me check my page

I will delete/block all hate
#art #drawing #artist #blackart #blackartist #blackartwork #teto

I forgot this app exists

Donate to Support a Fresh Start After abuse and trauma, organized by Nevaeh Weger I just moved out of an abusive household. I have almost nothing. I l… Nevaeh Weger needs your support for Support a Fresh Start After abuse and trauma

Need some money for cooking equipment.
Like pots, pans, knives, cutting boards, ect.
I need 200 for cooking, more for clothes.

gofund.me/77c06dbfb

Donate to Support a Fresh Start After abuse and trauma, organized by Nevaeh Weger I just moved out of an abusive household. I have almost nothing. I l… Nevaeh Weger needs your support for Support a Fresh Start After abuse and trauma

Need some money for cooking equipment.
Like pots, pans, knives, cutting boards, ect.
I need 200 for cooking, more for clothes.

gofund.me/77c06dbfb

Grey and their cat, on an adventure to be an independent adult.

Ive lost alot of weight already, ans she still calls me fat all the time.
Im just scared to run away, i know i have a place, but im still terrified.
Im 19 years old btw.

She made me burn my bed, my bedframe, some of my clothes, some of my blankets, all because I got fired from my job for getting sick. She wont let me go to events, calls me lazy even tho I do all thr cooking and cleaning in the house. Calls me fat, while im trying to lose weight.

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Im about to run away from home in a few days, i got a job with housing and im just going to leave. Reason im running away, instead of letting my family know is because my grandma (who i live with) is an abusive racist magat tr*mp loving Karen, and im a black gay enby.

Im running away tomorrow. But its not really running away, because im an adult. But it feels like running away because ive barely had any independence, ever.

Posting here because I know Noone in my family is on here.

I got a job at thr grand canyon, hopefully leaving this week. But I didnt tell my family, because im planning on going no contact with most of them after I leave.

Im just scared, and I need to vent.

Pay me on Cash App Instantly exchange money for free on Cash App

I need like 20 dollars, ive been locked out of my bank because of my grandma
Can anyone help?

cash.app/$GreyChaos

#help #cashapp #please

#plural #did #abuse #trauma

#ocmeme #meme #transmasc #lesboy #lesbian #eng

"I was 9.
The first time.

Took a knife.
Dragged it down my arms.
Didn’t even do it right.
Just scars.

My mom laughed.
Mocked.
Showed them off.

That’s when I learned
Don’t complain.
Don’t cry.
Don’t show pain."

Poem by me ♡

"Im tired.
But not in the sleep way.
Im hungry.
But not in the food way.
Im thirsty.
But not in the water eat."
Poem by me ♡

"I close my eyes.
I try to sleep.

I close my eyes.
I try to rest.

I close my eyes.
I try to dream.

I close my eyes...
And hope I wont open them again"

Poem by me ♡

"I cross without looking.

I don’t panic
when I can’t breathe.

I don’t take my meds.

…But I still make plans.
I still smile.
I still laugh.

Even when I don’t look.
Even when I don’t take care of myself.

I don’t end,
even when I want to.

I keep going."

Poem by me ♡

"They preach 'love everyone'
But will outlaw you if you love the wrong way.

They preach 'everyone is creative equal'
Then make laws that kill certain people.

They preach 'rapist shall be stoned'
Then ellect one as president"

Poem by me ♡

"They said 'prey the gay away'
So i prayed.

They said 'God cures all'
So i preyed

They said 'depression isn't real, its demons'
So i preyed.

I preyed.
Im still gay.

I preyed.
Im still ill.

I preyed.
Im still depressed.

I prayed, and prayed, and prayed. Nothing changed. "

Poem by me ♡

Random thought i had while watching "prince of Egypt" last night.

Tr🍊 thinks he is Moses, trying to lead his people to the "promise land"

Who he really is ramese, killing and enslaving (imprisoning) the people who are actually doing good work/ gods work (if you believe in god)

#LGBT #transmasc

Hey what's up?!
It's been a while!

Should I make a birthday amazon wishlist?
My birthday Is in like a month

Huh, I never thought of it as a plural thing. That might be it