anders

unsure if i should buy Magic cards or alcohol for this weekend, decisions decisions 🤔

eyy thank you very much!

oooh is this a game/ website?

i shouldve gone to get a few buzzballs today smh

i know i shouldnt be a cry baby, i know life goes on and i'll "meet other people" but in this day and age im horrified to do so

ive run so low on hope, i fear this is going to ruin me a bit

saddest part is a small part of me actually hoped it would work out

i keep going back to "it must be because im so immature", when i know i shouldnt feel bad for being me but, god

thank you, and yeah, i always appreciate and value honesty overall, she's a great person and an amazing friend

obviously imma cry about it, but im glad everything went down in a very mature way, my progress with therapy really came through

can only move forward from here

welp, told my crush how i was feeling, told me she couldnt see me as more than a brother so, it is what it is man

thank you so much!!! going to try my best to not be awkward and keep myself grounded, its just a trip between friends

manifesting for you too 🫡

i accidentally purchased a ticket and somehow convinced her to buy one to go as well, im so nervous

tbh im scared 🧍🏻‍♂️

spontaneous trip to Mexico with my crush tomorrow??? why not?

played my first game of mtg last night, i got my ass HANDED to me 😔 now i gotta work on my deck again

the sudden urge to become a better person and turn my life around

You’re never too old to watch SpongeBob SquarePants.

sometimes i just wanna rip my heart and my brain out so i can catch a fucking breath, im so exhausted from overthinking

having a potential crush is ruining me dawg, im having such a hard time understanding my emotions, its driving me insane

jk btw

alcohol tastes better when ur going through it

i need to manage my money better cus whats this bullshit

and to make up for it, im gonna have to go out and try to socialize next week ☝🏻🤓

i had bought a ticket to a sort of gaming expo this Friday, sadly i forgot to set money aside for it so im unable to go now 😬

ngl, the ending made me want to start living for myself, i hated how much i saw myself in Shinji

bro what the fuck am i supposed to do now? where do i go from here? 😐