Eden ⭐️

sometimes the thought of me not deserving anything good life has given me is genuine and pure and completely my fault

sometimes they make me feel like I don't understand then and like they really don't want me to get them, and I feel so guilty for not being able to ❤️

seeing him have a better time and be happier with anyone but me 🤣🤣😂😂🤣

I really didn't realise how fucked past relationships left me. "Oh, i AM traumatized". Just when I had just to reached something alike to stability

It feels as if I'm 13 again

Would they expect it? How would they react? Who would find out first?
God, I feel like a terrible person

Having intrusive thoughts after years of being fine feels so awfully pathetic

Si me quedo quietecito por la noche y guardo silencio aún mido 1,40 y me siento cómodo en mi cama porque al día siguiente me lo voy a pasar bien.

I gotta wake up in less than an hour sigh

The relief of knowing I will feel it again, proff that I'm still there and that I can count on it, always. As much as it tires me to fight against the winds. It's going through me and I've endured it before, it's proff I'm still as strong and as alive.
I stay on the shore.

The doom of being put under the strength of the whole universe, of just being there while it happens; it doesn't happen for me, it won't stop for me, and I must endure.

I need the northern sea. I need to be lost at sea. I need to be alone in a rocky shore and see the storm approach and feel that sense of doom and relief as the sky growls.

Bluesky add private accounts and scheduled posting please 🙏

bro thinks he's saddam hussein's hiding spot

Día 1 en esta app y la gente ya está usándolo para repartir desinformación. Asqueroso.

Divorcio #divorcio