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i think the reason ive been feeling so strange lately is bc i ran out of guinness last week and didnt get more and def not because of the enormity of leaving the place i grew up or the stress of packing or the sadness of leaving my closest friends or the fact that im in a doomed yuri situation rn or

anyways back in here bc i keep bombarding the group chat w every thought i have and i don’t want my friends to block me :3

hi i’m back sorry i went from working 2 jobs every single day w/o a day off for 2 months to no job wheeee im freeee

ts was brutal omg i just had to save up for my move and replenish my bank account after philly/nyc/ireland/coachella/nyc2/ kilby block party l o l

moving to japan in less than 2wks🎊!

i must be stressed bc i’ve gone thru a vape pod a day when one usually lasts me like 3 days 💀

WHAT DID SHE PUT IN THAT SONG

i keep making myself open the tiktok of chappell roan singing subway in warsaw and im in tears at the end every time why do i keep doing this.

HELLO GOODBYE REMIX???

can’t believe i missed this i hate being employed 😭

it’s that time of night where i’m like “okay time to brush my teeth and go to bed :)” and then i procrastinate on brushing my teeth til 5am and get 3 hours of sleep :)

happy pride

i was having a good june 1st :(

they’re both food service jobs too i’m emotionally and physically BEAT

i did this to myself i have to make that ire/nyc/chella/kilby/concert money back & save for jpn but DAMNNN

I HATE WORKING 2 JOBS EVERY DAY I DONT HABE TIME TO BREATHEEEE???

im saving money + all these festivals are happening after i leave nooooo

why did i get into raving right before i leave the country

there is a lot going on right now at Kilby, and it is very French

JUSTICE WAS SOOO GOOD

Kilby Block Party Day Four, Justice headlining set and light show was overwhelming. #slc #kilbyblockparty

my friend took a photo bc she has no shame (+ me on the ground on the right on my phone being very cool and nonchalant)

i did NOT say hi bc i didn’t want to bother her plus i didn’t grow up watching her so idk what i’d say like i loved ur podcast with charli xcx????

back from kilby block party my fav set was justice also emma chamberlain was standing behind us

this is so incoherent john mulaney is sending me 💀

would u come to my festival

knock2 always be climbing something

happy one million notes on tumblr spiders georg

I love my job as the guy who adds a fake “keep me signed in” checkbox to every website that does nothing

she did so i remix too im on the floor