ELVIS

Good morning my friends,
To answer your question I haven't been so active on discord as of lately that's because I now have a new job aside from my stage job which unfortunately I lost earlier this year
I'm now a first responder

If there's anything I've learned as a police officer it's that
I'm really good at de-escalating arguments and negotiating I've always been a good talker ever since I was a kid

It is officially my spawn day
Birthday :3

My partner and I broke up,
we had a bad argument that ended things between us

Huh? What's this place?
Hey been a while I can say with confidence that I am back and feeling good

This is gonna be my last post for a while idk how long it'll be till I return but
Just know that I'm reaching out to my therapist and stuff like that so I'm Talking to people and in taking care of myself 🫂
💙

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YouTube video by Vibe Music Wiz Khalifa - See You Again ft. Charlie Puth (Lyrics)

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After she died it brought back the past, and all the people I've lost to mental health issues marking 8 in all
Plus it reminded me that I was abandoned by family too for being who I am (a furry)
(They want nothing to do with me, they said that I'd be better off that way)

I'm going to share this fact and it will be in the comments
Don't read it if you don't want to it's heavy

My favorite picture that I have of her

Gonna have to take a break from social media for a while, dog was hit by a car, I'm not taking action against the driver because I acknowledge that it was an accident.
But the damage was too much and I had to put her down today
I swear it's one blow after another for me

The X-rays showed something kind of concerning and they said this not even kidding
"Yeah we've seen that before it looks a lot like oral cancer, but we don't know for sure if it is or not until we actually run the tests"
I'm definitely shook from hearing those words

So I honestly thought I would never have to deliver this news it kind of scared me when I heard the doctor say it,
So we took some more X-rays and they saw something that was cause for concern and their expediting my appointment so that they can run tests
It'll be continued in comments

Man these hiatuses from recording drive me nuts lol
I wanna upload more often for yt but like I can't find motivation still wakes the deep part 2 will be out I just had a recent falling out with myself but I'm doing better...... well, as good as I can be doing tbh
I wanna complete that game

I wonder who this goofball is :3c

Its almost sad to say this for me
They are giving me partial dentures covered by insurance

Yeah I'll be getting put to sleep
Because they gotta pull the entire top row :c and all my bottom molars too

all that's left is the oral surgery
Which unfortunately is going to be a bit more complex than I would have liked but hey I'll be healthier then I was (I need a partial)
Because family genetics gave me bad teeth
And I took good care of them and they still gave up on me

Blackhawks (still used by the US military surprisingly then again the M2 Browning is still in use as well XD if it ain't broke don't fix it, what I learned in boot lol)
are a close second fav of mine because I love the little birds and the Apache the most :3

Fire cook, but no start, fire no cook,

Let's see how silly we can be, talk like a cave person in the comments I'll start

Saw something cool last night
My camera doesn't really film in the dark so it may be hard to see but I saw a helicopter exercise last night which was cool and I decided to edit in a song xD
My ears are still plugged up lol Chinooks are extremely loud

the 10 cm long Midline IV Got pulled out this morning
With no complications my arm is finally free to move however it was
A little bit nervous but you know I came to realize that it feels like just getting a regular IV pulled you don't feel it at all lol and it only took about 3 seconds

So my Midline IV is getting removed tommorow after being in my arm for six weeks

Ever since that day america has been a major player in stopping terrorism

YouTube video by A Hirs 9/11/01 Have You Forgotten - Darryl Worley

Today marks the 24th anniversary of the 9/11 terrorist attacks
May those who sacrificed themselves rest in peace
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If anybody sees this post and is going through something like I said reaching out helps, do something to distract yourself, take a walk breathe, don't focus on everything all at once
Remember, one day at a time
you shouldn't feel pressured to do absolutely everything
Stay safe everybody

Elvis

I've faced this dragon alone and I've never really given the full story to either my therapist or any of my friends that are open to listen to me
Because I'm a "rogue warrior" type
I know a lot of the people in this world feel the same

If I'm going to be completely honest I do want to say that there was at night where it was a consideration,
But I'm still here, I just want to say this
Voice your feelings either to a trusted friend family or therapy don't lock it in it's not healthy
I can't really say the same for me though.