Double D

As much as I know this would fuck my blue screen prone PC up I totally would play this 🤣

Dog I love and hate this skin at the same time, like it's cool as fuck but so vile to look at lmao

Halloweens been great this year, had a blast 💪

I'm so fucking happy this ming skin became available 😭

It's beautiful 😍😍😍

Getting bing bong to the top in peak was so not worth it 😂

I'll keep with the wolf ears thank you very much 🤣

Perfectly timed photo booth pic from peak

And no, I'm not giving context

Also I flat out refuse to miss Halloween this year

Even if I'm just dressing up and chilling in discord I am gonna dress up this year

Decided cause I'm a fucking weirdo that I'm gonna attempt a run on peak where I can't use the backpack at all (and not using and glitches or exploits)

Cause I just like making shit harder for myself in games 😅

Mariah Carey thaws out her big fucking ice cube for Christmas

And Halloween, I come out of my big fucking piss and shit filled coffin and start making content again

Let's do this

Repost your PFP

Because why not ☺️

I'm fucking determined to beat PEAK this week

So fucking close now 😂

Ok yea I get the hang of this now :D

Honestly super fun and can just chill and enjoyable

A lot to learn on it but I'm having a blast

Finally learned how to play mahjong

Is what I would say if I fucking remembered anything I learned last night 😂

Getting back into fighter z makes me wish they'd actually make a sequel to it

Like sparking zero was hot ass

Fighter z 2 needs to happen frfr

Ngl didn't think I'd enjoy the gym as much as I did but it's honestly been a blast going

Get looking as peak as possible by halloween 💪

Peak is such a fucking fun game

But fuck me, after an hour of climbing only to fall to your death is the most soul crushing feeling

For some reason this came to mind as a read this 😅

Sore as fuck after gym yesterday but ngl I'm feeling great!

Just wanting to tone up a bit, don't wanna go full bulk up

Gotta still be able to "dress up" after all 😂

This chorus lives rent free in my head frfr

youtube.com/clip/Ugkxyna...

4:30am and it's boiling as fuck 😅

Winter can't come soon enough

Also got the urge to play eternal but I need to sleep 💀

It's time I kinda addressed the issues instead of just pushing it aside because I know exactly what will happen if I don't

I'll keep myself busy with other things and try keep my head on track

Maybe I'll eventually get there and come back

If not? It's been a pleasure

I'm just fed up and I hate the person who looks back at me in the mirror everyday to the point I've been having to force myself to eat cause I just refuse to at times

I've always struggled with self acceptance and I honestly regret ever showing my face on stream and just was anonymous

Long and short of it, I don't think mentally I'm able to do it anymore

When something that was once your escape turns into a feeling of self loathing when the stream ends it's messed up

I've been at an all time low mentally and just been looking for a way out, despite promising not to

So I'm on an indefinite hiatus from streaming, I said it would be about a month but I'll be honest, I said that to force myself to take that amount of time off

I know I not long came back from one, but I didn't really address the problems, just had a "happy spell" then went right back to it

So gonna be using this and my new x account going forward so anyone following on both, my apologies in advance for the spam 💪

So internet is meant to be getting fixed by Thursday

The problem is

They have the wrong address for some reason

After BT, who have my actual address, transferred me to EE (for whatever reason) they got a completely wrong address on the account

What a week so far

Ngl as much as the "trap" thing started as a running joke, I'm starting to scare myself with these outfits 😅

The fact I took a picture of my room for this bit makes me giggle

YouTube video by Linkin Park - Topic Shadow of the Day

The legend, Chester Bennington, these songs just hit so much harder recently ngl