mana💙

hi

i miss u 😭💙

i feel so awkward trying to make content offline compared to streaming but i’m kiiiinda debating giving it a try again idk

(not dead. just trying to figure out what i actually wanna do. also this month has been absolute hell for vtubers my GOD)

it's not that i lied i just failed

but i've finally accepted that this approach doesn't work for me anymore, so maybe i can have more fun with it moving forward even if i'm not around much 👍

i never posted this design uhh whoops

been stuck thinking of more design ideas and i just realized

DRAGON GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

continuing banjo kazooie in a bit :3 twitch.tv/mana_lazuli

manaur stop forgetting to post when you're live challenge (impossible)

thinking about it: 👍
trying to draw it: HEEELP MEEE HEEEEEEELP

character design really makes me feel like this sometimes

why do i look bald without them 💀

she took my head feathers in the divorce

what if my alternate design was no longer a bird elf thing but instead some other kind of elf thing

<— has been trapped in character design purgatory for weeks

tl;dr from the discord server: i will be coming back in earnest and streaming on a schedule again after the holidays. yippeeee 🎉

HELP

relearning how to do things just for the fun of it has been very nice and relaxing 10/10 would recommend

learned how to do something EVEN COOLER!!!!!

i had no idea i could do this in vroid (my hand hurts so bad help)

another :3

(i'm not rebranding again i've just been making a lot of alt designs lately cus it's fun to have different options lol)

all roads lead back to my old branding

stress is funny because i haven't streamed consistently in ages due to stress, but due to this very specific American Stress i have cycled back around to doing nothing but work on stream related stuff for HOURS