But I absolutely spent the best part of a decade being tortured by the inner critic that shit fuelled and have only really recently been able to turn that around by finding it genuinely fun to do little studies and kinda flow around it like, notice rocks are a friction point so I go study rocks
09.03.2026 19:21 β
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conceptart dot org has a lot to answer for π©.
I think for me I was partly saved by delusion, like I've mostly stuck to my own way of doing things and get rejected for most non-indie concept art jobs as a result, but the skills I learned about composition/shape/etc apply to UI
09.03.2026 19:18 β
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Yeah I did grab a 'dry robe' style coat in the black friday sales because its TOO COLD here ( compared to London ) and I struggle to find normal coats that fit because I'm a weird shape.
I then have just, not used it to go for walks in the cold lol but, whatever
09.03.2026 19:09 β
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* Expensible . I know its not a word shut up red wavy line
09.03.2026 19:07 β
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Or well, I made money this tax year! But I'm only spending it on food and business expansible stuff until I know what the damage is RE tax, yknow? I can write off a switch 2 as a game dev tool, I cant write off, pants
09.03.2026 19:06 β
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Its too late now the sun has set lol.
But yeah part of the reason I DO overthink it is it's still pretty cold and most of my clothes are summery because I've been poor for so long that I just didnt replace my winter stuff that is full of holes.
09.03.2026 19:05 β
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Meet me at the Google cloud concussion swings if you want a beating
09.03.2026 19:00 β
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the neurodivergent gamedev community famously loves loud uncontrollable sound
09.03.2026 18:27 β
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Goddaammnnnnnnnnnnnn
09.03.2026 18:37 β
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That JSON is gonna break without a colon and some quotes around GARDEN.
09.03.2026 18:22 β
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it's β¨covid brain damage β¨
either literal β covid infections β or psychological. pathological risk-taking and self-destructive behaviors can be a symptom of repressed trauma.
and extreme cognitive dissonance ("this is wrong, against my values, but i'm doing it anyway") is self-induced trauma.
09.03.2026 18:27 β
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I literally had an AD once tell me I should go to the gym so I would be faster at painting??
I always saw that side of concept art as bro-ey like theyre trying to make concept art into even more of a boys only club, like it's not ~artsy fartsy~ its all about RESULTS drop and give me 50 thumbnails!
09.03.2026 18:29 β
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@coil.bsky.social There's your premium pass then
09.03.2026 18:23 β
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Holy fuck Nat what the fuck
09.03.2026 18:23 β
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Seeing "$2500 Picnic Table Reservations" in the same breath as "a bunch of the people who worked on the best-selling game of 2025 just got fired" is kinda breaking me, man.
09.03.2026 18:18 β
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What the heck does a wormwood taste like
09.03.2026 18:21 β
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I donβt actually think the war against Iran is a βdistractionβ but wow itβs hard to maintain the belief
09.03.2026 18:08 β
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Sprite cucumber is so fucking close to being a Shize variant istg
09.03.2026 18:09 β
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lmao gottem
09.03.2026 17:55 β
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Goddamn, a thing of beauty
09.03.2026 17:54 β
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I regret to inform you all I have the UK eurovision song stuck in my head even though it's playing over and over as ' EIN ZWEI DREI [NOISES NOISES] SOMETHING SALTY! ' because I can't understand his accent π₯²π
09.03.2026 17:53 β
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oh good i was worried it was white supremacy and capitalism
09.03.2026 17:04 β
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Surely the $500 GDC ticket is the battle pass
09.03.2026 17:46 β
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Yerba Buena Park at GDC, fenced up and GDC-branded. The picnic tables are empty.
Another attendee: "it's giving free-to-play" and she's absolutely right. You've got the food vendors for microtransactions, the fencing and tables for carefully structured free time... all they're missing is a battle pass.
09.03.2026 17:42 β
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Can we let GDC die and build something better and community focused instead.
09.03.2026 13:16 β
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Sorry guys, this industry isnβt profitable enough for half of you to keep your jobs. We can afford to buy out a public park for a week though -
09.03.2026 17:10 β
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i'm sure people will love the bringing of the Zone of Interest to GDC
09.03.2026 17:19 β
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