Akudama

Overthinking.

Head is pounding and I perform tonight x.x its gonna be a long af day

Birthday is next month. Been debating on a wish list but I dont think I'll even bother. This year has been full of so much pain and disappointment.

I need to get better at letting people know when and how I want attention.

I make myself small (not in that way), my friends pointed that out to me.

I think I need to be

More

My weekend sucked. Yesterday was hell. Im back at work today, and dont really have the spoons to be a person today. Its gonna be a long one.

"Tech Lab" for @littletroubles.bsky.social
There is so much happening here, and i know all the tiny details are imposible to check in card size... but... did that stopped me? Of course not!! (XD)

"I don't wanna keep fighting
I don't wanna wish for the best
We all know what's coming
Been 28 years of this
Waiting for yet another relapse
Something else I can't ever fix
Become a whole different person
Someone no one will ever miss"

Music is my biggest one. Im in a band finally, and writing, recording and playing live! Literally out here chasing the dreams 13 year old me would be proud of.

ych for @adiuskitty.bsky.social 🩷🤍💛

🥺🥺🥺abuhbuh...

Thank you!! Its been a long time coming and we are by no means slowing down. Its awesome to finally say im making this happen

Burning Wings - YouTube

I still cant believe this is OUT! My bands First EP out now via Spotify, YouTube, and Apple Music!
youtube.com/playlist?lis...

"Help, I put change in an old school public changing table emergency diaper kit, and now ive regressed!"

You're expressions are awesome in general but this is peak

Gosh I remember being pretty avidly active on Gaia online. Actually thats where I met my first fellow ABDL and learned i wasnt the only person who liked diapers.

ych for @ashthebab.bsky.social 🖤💚🩵🩷

I remember absolutely wrecking with Meganium in both the original gold/silver and again in heart gold/soul silver

come to mama Pipi

(I accidentally deleted last post😭)

Still behind on taxes and bills! These discounted comms are still open~

Post your dream ride

Welp. Home early so I guess its an unplanned little day

Looking like i might not make it through my day. I feel incredibly nauseous

Ive been really into Teddy Ultras from Kiddo lately. I've only managed to leak in one once, they are super soft, cloth backed, and come in a 2 tave vs 4 tape which I love

Yeah! I adored it, and Horns quite a bit.

Omg actually getting to see what they look like not in an add I -need- one

Okay but I love the reference. I think this movie deserves a LOT more love

Oh hey, holy shit its November. My birthday is just over a month away.

Yeah, vodka was one of the few things I couldn't drink straight back when I could drink. Always had to cut it with something sweet