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Can't we just keep calling them tank tops?

I'm tempted to give Dragonball another go, but I found it rough to get in to.

I don't enjoy gross-out nor perverse humour, and that seemed to make up half of every episode.

Huh, wild. Best advice I can offer is to use tags like #adoptable #furryart etc

A lot of the time it's brand name over the quality of the work (not to disparage the artists, of course).

I've been in a few groups around the adoptables scene, and tbh a lot of folk just want to brag about having an OC from a specific popular artist, which drives up the price people will pay.

Monochrome piece of my chimera taur fursona presenting their package and used rear.

Monochrome in scent

#art #furryart #nsfw

The creeps are all gonna cook
Along with the rest of us
On this weird rock

My chimera taur lounging on their back, with both dicks out.

Lounge

#art #furryart #nsfw

I think it'd be best if I just did that in my creative writing. You've seen what I'm capable of when I'm emotionally charged and agitated - the past few days of art for example

I don't think an autosighography would be an interesting read for anyone. I'll just vent here and delete it, or do it into text files to read later when I'm in a clearer headspace so I can process things.

I'll probably delete all these sad posts later, it just helps to get them out there. But I also don't want people to have to put up with their feed being flooded with depressive stuff.

If you want to follow me specifically just for art, I post my finished stuff on Tumblr + Furaffinity.

I just hope people don't take it personally.

My trust issues aren't a problem with an individual person.
If you can't make me happy, it's not your failing as a friend.
No amount of reassurance will fix me, it's just how I am, and I need to be handled carefully, I think. Be patient with me, please.

I still don't know what parts of me are -me-, and what parts are just reactionary masks to socialise with.

When everything you feel and think is very numb and neutral, it's hard to tell what's guiding you.

My friendships make me feel foolish out of my own inadequacy.
I struggle to truly trust.

But anyway, I've been very productive lately to help keep my mind off of things. I might start rejoining social spaces again soon, I'm just worried people will hate being around me whilst I'm sad. I don't want people thinking I have a problem with them, or that I'm just an asshole, I guess.

I guess I just feel like anyone would feel this way tbh.
You'll still get people repeatedly shouting "stop doomscrolling!!!! stop being sad and find something to do to help fix the problem!!!"
But I find that train of thought inappropriate. Let people feel things, let them process their emotions.

I don't really feel it's fair to claim depression, even if I feel like I hit virtually every symptom. High-functioning depression? Idk.

The world is run by a pedophile death cult that peddles bigotry and bets on wars.
The economy is worsening.
The job market is worsening.
My foundations crumbling.

i'm doing well for someone with less than 10hrs sleep over the last 3 days

I suppose it's why I isolate. If I'm alone, people don't need to be around me and experience my problems. I barely vent to people anymore because it just spreads a problem rather than shares the burden, there's no relief.
But I'm human, a social creature, and it feels at odds with my soul's nature.

I'm worried that being gloomy and numb is just how I am, and that there's no solution. Being introspective, masking, putting effort and energy in to trying to make myself feel things...

I'm afraid the people around me will lose their tolerance, if they realise I'm not like them, I'm an other.

I'm envious of people who actively feel their emotions.
Mine have always felt like eating food without flavour, there's just no feeling there, only an approximation of what I should be feeling, and I go on autopilot to fit in and act them out.

But really I'm not experiencing any sensation.

A melancholic impression of my chimera taur fursona.

Aren't you tired?

#art #furryart

I've run out of energy to mask how I feel, and largely run out of things to do to cope too.

The last few nights I've not slept much at all, and keep having nightmares.

Feeling very tender emotionally. I hope this phase ends soon, but every piece of news I hear and headline makes it worse.

got some WONDERFUL art of my boyyy by the fabulous @imblackburnart.bsky.social

Look at himmmmmmmm :3

Sorry for spiralling into depression-posting again. It's taking my full effort daily to stay positive and in control of things.

I'm so tired of being so susceptible to stress-based illness

I love it when things get better so I relax and let my guard down, then I get dropkicked with medical + financial stress

Until there's a form of punishment for not tagging your shit, a lot of people don't feel like they have any incentive to care. Same with alt text tbh, without positive reinforcement or negative reinforcement, most people don't care.

The Biting Pear of Salamanca, a large pear bisected with a mouth, sporting an impressive set of chompers. The pear is on a grassy hill, with a river winding its way through the background. A tiny critter sits a few feet away with a camera on a tripod, preparing to take a picture.

@tkingfisher.com Happy 20th Anniversary to the Biting Pear!

I have extremely problematic kinks like being an adult consenting to an activity with another adult, but the activity makes someone who isn't impacted in any shape or form uncomfortable

Every bigoted opinion I had as a teenager has become ironic in hindsight given how I now feel on those issues.
I'm glad I grew out of that childishness.