Rotten slop

I hate indecisiveness

Can't sleep.
Can't think straight.
I have an exam tomorrow.
I'm fucked.

Starting off 2026 hating myself even more than last year 💔

..I won't, don't worry.

...Sorry for my last post, I was just.. At a really low point. I'm fine now, and I'm sorry for any distress I've caused.

...I know what sweetheart said but..

...god I fucking hate myself. I'm fucking pathetic. I can't even think straight for one fucking night. I should have just succeeded the last few times.

Maybe I should just. Try again. And maybe I'll actually fucking succeed.

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So long as you had fun times, no matter what else happened, it was a good run.

Sometimes all you need is something to escape from reality with
Even if just for a small time

If that isn't the truth, I don't know what is.

..thank you.

I feel like I'm screaming into the void with every post

It doesn't help my thoughts, but what does is helping others feel like they aren't screaming into the void to

..its not by much, but it helps knowing they know their voice is heard

..this has been me recently.

Thanks..

Oh.. Suicidal thoughts are back again..
So it wasn't temporary...

...fuck.

I feel like I've come full circle
That all my progress to becoming better mentally just
Went down the drain

Hope you feel better soon, hugs!

Likely justified but..

...jesus-

People are blocking you because they're just assholes. Not everyone has a real reason, other than "I can" or "I just wanna see this person suffer" or something.

As someone who's depression started, because of fake friends? Yea, people are just assholes.

Is oki,,, I'm gud now,,,

Why am k so fucjing depensant
Why csnt I fucntion on my own snumore

I fucking hate myself I fucking hate myself I fucking hate myself I fucking hate myself I fucking hate myself I fucking hate myself I fucking hate myself I fucking hate myself I fucking hate myself I fucking hate myself I fucking hate myself I fucking hate myself I fucking hate myself

...bad thoughts..
sweetheart isn't awake to comfort me..

They let me sink on the S.S. Communication Failure while they abandon ship. Fucking aye aye captain?!

Really love when someone I love gets mad at me because of the result of their failure to communicate.

They just go "hmph." And wait for me to play 20 questions with them to find out what kind of upset they are.

Mrrrp

Wish I could fulfill that for you..

Today I felt.. Unnaturally tired. I don't like that.

There was a jump scare where I thought Shio was going to kill themself last night

Everything is alright now

I am not okay I am not okay I am not okay I am not okay I am not okay I am not okay I am not okay I am not okay I am not okay I am not okay I am not okay I am not okay I am not okay I am not okay I am not okay I am not okay I am not okay I am not okay I am not okay I am not okay I am not okay