CelticWhite🌈

Alferia - Twitch Some guy who plays video game because I'm bored n' stuff. I also have a Youtube https://www.youtube.com/alferia

www.twitch.tv/alferia

Not sponsored by prime but we are doing exploration and stuff in primordia.

Made an edit for the love live panel with a brief piece of art from @celticwhite.bsky.social

Was gonna use a hype edit but all the music in them sucked so we are going with this.

You're so kind...thank you...🥲 (sorry for the late reply)
Sometimes I still feel depressed tbh Idk how to fix it...
Maybe it'll be healed as time passed...well I hope so

Since there are other things I'm passionate, I want to express it when this emotion remains, so it might take a longer break for me to fully go back to lovelive...🥲

I wanted to, but these days I just found some of those toxic people still have ways to peek at my account, which makes me uncomfortable. They can just block me but they don't, it's just disgusting.

All I hope is that they can fully stay away from me...

(2/2)
Also I actually enjoy what I'm drawing now!
Not sure about what this feeling is, but instinct told me to express it when I still have passion in it, so I might take a longer break...

I'll keep drawing lovelive but maybe not that often at the moment...🥲

(1/2)
Thank you! I'm glad that you like it :,)
Maybe this year (next year?) if there's time, I might draw some KeSumi... Christmas can be an exception 😌

There are different sides of the community, I usually experience the bright side of it, probably one of the warmest. However, its dark side is definitely one of the most toxic.

For someone being in the community for more than 7 years, sadly I'm getting burnt out by its dark side...

it's finished 😃

Thank you, I will be back when it's time...sorry the break might take longer...

Sadly, they've never apologized and pretended like nothing happened. Some still follow me, which seems like they (idk how many) are spying on me.

Idk if they switch under the surface just like they always did...

Sorry I didn't talk about this on X since this happened on the Chinese platforms. And moreover, they got lots of people on X, I'm afraid they'll come after me.

Dw Ku and Su will appear in different ways! Sadly probably not in KeSumi way...

Glad that most of the people ignore their words... I actually got more commissions during these months

But it's still scary to know there's a group of people pretending to be innocent, but actually wanting to ruin others' lives

I've been drawing Lovelive at least since the year of 2018, and this is the first time I felt completely burnt out...

I understand...in fact, Lovelive fandom is one of the kindest and warmest fandoms I've ever seen, but the dark side of it is like the bottom of an iceberg...

I did what I can, but there's no way to stop them, they're a bunch of toxic people and most are afraid of them...

What I did is to speak out about their bullying, and they did things worse and wanted to ruin my career by spreading rumors.

Might need a bit more time to rest, but hopefully one day I'll be drawing more...

Dw I'll make sure to be happy while creating art! 💪✨️

It's a bit weird but I'll always make sure to be in a good mood while drawing art, I want ppl to feel the good emotion instead of the bad ones...💦

I'm always grateful to have your support... thank you so much for commissioning me!
It's also a pleasure to know that your fan base loves them...😭

Btw if you need to commission for more art, feel free to let me know! I'll try my best to draw whatever you need...! 🥲💪✨️

I guess you're right since they're the only single case, I've never met someone else rude like those people before...

I still like KeSumi, but not the place where those bullies are also at...
Thank you for supporting...Keke and Sumire will appear together in other ways in my future drawings...! 🥲

They pretend like nothing happened in the public, but attack and make rumors behind my back, so they can act like innocent and good in front of ppl...

It's okay, I kinda find more passion that supports my mental...

I'll probably continue drawing some lovelive arts, but maybe not that often...

I don't hate KeSumi, I still love them, but not that passion anymore, sadly...
The main reason for quitting drawing KeSumi is because of the group of people bullying me on weibo, I don't want to support a toxic group like that.
Again, I'm sorry.

It's okay, I can understand! Thank you...🥲
I'm terribly sorry about this... but that group of people are still in KeSumi, I don't feel comfortable drawing... I'm sorry...

And that group of people are still in Lovelive fandom, pretend like nothing happened.

The reason there's no screenshots is because they'll come after me if I do that.

But if you're curious about what exactly happened, feel free to dm me.

As of now, many people believe in me and came to commission me...I'm really thankful
(These were ones posted in the public, there are more private ones)

The most frustrating part is that not only they discredit my profession over art commissions, they also started to make rumors that I can't handle or stop it.

It was about the latest KeSumi flasta（フラスタ） I joined, and that time...wasn't a good experience.
I usually draw flasta arts for free, and also the revision is free too.
Two weeks after it's finished, they came and asked for change, I changed it, but they're not satisfied with it.

Can I talk about this here?
I was planning to resume drawing more Lovelive art during the 3rd season, but there was a cyberbullying happening that cause my burnt out
Amd because of that, I chose to quit drawing any KeSumi art.
I'm just fully sorry.

如果有時間的話可能會...！

啊...可能不會...真的沒有時間畫閒圖只能草草打個稿🥲