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i think that's why aylen's love can be so terrifying... it really is just the mortifying ordeal of being known, of being seen, of being stripped down to your essential parts,

HARP SPECIALIST XV!AYLEN

this goes back to the disconnect aylen has to her own emotional threshold, the way this is her trying to bridge the gap to understand other people to feel what they feel to give something back to them to mirror their hearts

maybe it'll miss the mark maybe it's futile but there's beauty in the effort they always put into trying... there's meaning in that too...

there's something about aylen writing songs from her loved ones' perspectives, the way she takes time to really try and digest, interpret, understand another person, to turn their emotions into something visceral and palpable and real... idk i'm gonna cry again

prompto vc this is going to affect the world tour

IN UNIVERSE SINGER SONGWRITER AYLEN? WAIT

too much is never enough

im just saying with xv verse now marching ahead something insane could be happening here

tbt when florence was aylen's voice claim... crazy times

well Maybe im looking away.

maybe hoshino is to blame for aylen's crazy eyeballs

im crushing them like a gummy bear

(starts barking like a wild animal)

also this diva but she's apparently a rly minor side character smh

WE NEED TO EXPEDITIOUSLY EXPLODE

the contrast between aylen's sharp eyes and gentle face........ babygirl you contain multitudes

青く，深く揺蕩う

進捗

you'll make it to where you're going but nobody is happy about it

i think i should commit and just make aylen a bad driver. i think it adds a lot to their character

LOVE FOR THEE BUT NOT FOR ME!

AND ANOTHER THING (dragged off stage)

isn't it weird that aylen sees all the love they give others as something casual and nonchalant and ordinary to the point they're insulted when you think otherwise of them but they're incapable of receiving the same care in turn without internal fight or flight

so apparently i wrote this after waking up momentarily in the middle of the night before falling back asleep

beautiful bug eyed creature

aylen interests me bc they are both extremely empathetic and a low empathy individual all at once it's like a case study

i think a lot of the emotional dampening was learned bc they overloaded on the empathy as a child and genuinely would explode otherwise bc it was physically painful but it's still... technically there. its like theyre bleeding out but not realizing it bc their body numbed their pain receptors

let's fucking dissect them idk

-either they feel a very dampened version of something, almost like a dissociated phantom limb, which is typically the case, or they're genuinely fucking dying alongside you, which is more common the closer they are to you), and in general comes across very contradictory