ellie 🩷

i just want to go somewhere where everything's okay

life's too hard

im so fucking grateful to have a home to live in and a bed to sleep in at night and food to eat. man shit could be so much worse

hope u guys r doin okay out there

yup mine go forward too, same thing lol. glad to see you back on the board :)

i wanna skate but it's 4am and it's raining and also i should be asleep

Sleepy Jinx the bobtail tabby cat sleeping with her head over the edge of her blue and white bed.

Today I don't feel like doing anything
I just wanna lay in my bed.

well my skateboard kinda sucks now lol. little bummed about it. gotta get a new one. it's a normal part of skating though. the golden hydrant andy board was great while it lasted. really enjoyed skating it for as long as it was good, especially the access to primo flips

life's just tough. haven't really been having a good time for a while. just broke, stressed, lonely, and dysfunctional. hoping this next year i'll get my shit together so i can feel like im worth something and maybe find a nice man to spend time with. a girl can dream at least i guess.

i don't like to post negative stuff too much, so i haven't been posting much lately. just been feeling overall like a failure and been pretty lonely and stressed. just not great vibes lately. the little skating i've done recently has been really good though. at least i can appreciate that

you're right, looks like a shark bit it

dang it man. the andy board is cooked now lol. caspers and truckstands are like what you do if you're TRYING to kill your board lmao. they're just too fun

skated with some people again today! same as last week. was super fun, especially after a super stressful week at work. did some new stuff today! did my best frontside 180 ever today over a plank of wood lol. felt so good. and had probably the best frontside flip attempt yet today too. felt good! :)

have a good time!

broooooooo grats

a highlight of my life lately is my large fluffy blanket. soooo warm, so soft

when you getting a skateboard :)

should be a crime what caspers do to your board man. bless up for the skid plates giving a little extra reinforcement. the andy board has seen better days lol

skating with some people today!! cool flatground spot :) 🛹🤙

damn. lost my wallet today. that sucks

out here at da skatepark!! 🤙🛹
and there were other people here too! first time i've entered the park with other people!!
enjoying my day off :)

skating a lil before work 🤙🛹

started training my new position this week! working 2nd shift now basically. i never do well with changes in my daily routine but idk it hasn't been too bad so far. on my way to third shift in no time. more money :)

incidentally i did my hormone injection today

uuuuuuuuuuuuuugh it's physically unhealthy how much i yearn for a partner to spend my time with. shit is torture. ima get my life together, get me a man if it's the last thing i do bro. i got a lot of love to give!!! just need someone to give it to!!!!

man

the internet was a mistake

out here 🛹🤙

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