efi

if you have (actual) ocd do everything you possibly can to fully treat it before it irrecoverably and painfully ruins your life

i need to learn a way to stop clinging to views and opinions it brings me so much suffering and internal conflict and anxiety when i see someone or manyones say something that goes against what i think

your style is so stylish

most likely the latter

i have a strong craving to leave this universe somehow

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most sane automation

sometimes i make an insanely cool sounding track and get surprised by how cool it sounds and then i wake up

so i basically then posted a more revised version on tumbler and then an even more revised version on twitter

funny fpc trick i randomly discovered

waters
#deltarunespoilers

reality is probably the most evil phenomenon that can exist

i need a visual style that is closer to the game i don't like the current one

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music is so difficult i can't

apparently i reached the point where i can't even feel comfortable eating anymore

what do i do if i can neither exist as a lay person due to inability to do anything nor as a monk due to inability to both do anything and to bear absence of pleasure until my death

i've been learning buddhist cosmology and so far it makes actually somehow so much sense and even though i don't really accept any religious ideas the ones in buddhism would probably be the closest to me out of all

it's a complex issue and i don't fully understand how it works but it can sabotage my ability to focus

my skills and feelings depend so much on ocd i can barely do anything i hate mental illnesses

physical existence is disgusting

thakns

Old Rain world arts^`^
#RainWorld

i wish either my mind was immune to external conditions or i wasn't surrounded by external conditions horrible enough to cause such profound unbearable damage to it