chalupacabra🇵🇸🏳️‍⚧️

projected image of a hand holding a fish with a deer head and the name june henry on a screen behind several stage lights

i wish i could find this deer fish pic from the june henry set anywhere but either search engines have gotten completely useless (likely) or it literally doesn't exist anywhere else

On this Trans Day of Remembrance, we remember the bright and courageous trans people whose lives were stolen by hatred. Their absence is felt across our city.

We will honor them by building a New York where every trans person can live safely, fully and freely.

today i'm thinking about all the trans internet friends i've known who just stopped posting one day. the "last online 3 years ago" folks. I hope that wherever you are, if you're anywhere at all, you've found peace.

screenshot of the steam workshop page for a kenshi mod called "skin farming" the image shows dozens of emaciated hairless nude people sitting in an upright fetal position in a field as though they're being grown from the ground

every time i come back to this game the community has become exponentially more deranged wtf

kinda fucked up brie only uses her beam blast for domestic violence instead of improving society somewhat, just saying

lesft side: smiling girl holding a pen looking up as though pondering an idea labeled "thinking about playing kenshi" right side: girl stressed to the gills drawing with a crayon clutching her head in anguish while crying labeled "playing kenshi"

surprise day off tomorrow so it's about that time...

i also have learned to use the sewing machine so i can make big shirt small, assuming the machine is no longer haunted

going to start divesting from big shirt small pants and investing in big pants small shirt

the people* demand that i wear baggy ass BDU pants with a tight tank top and as an anarchist i believe that all power belongs to the people

*absolutely no one

from an altitude

show i was supposed to work tomorrow got cancelled :/

prescriptions acquired, gonna be a few days before i can actually get them because im getting my shit through the mail but at least it's not coming from the fucking UAE this time

it was freaking me out a bit which i think is the exact opposite of what it's supposed to do

turns out the ominous breathing noise ive been hearing is a white noise machine and not the doctor's office going all silent hill on me

ouuugghhh government paperwork

ANUBIS: (presses button with paw) [guilty]
OSIRIS: im sorry he does this when he's hungry
ANUBIS: (button) [guilty] [bad] [food]
OSIRIS: you already ate
ANUBIS: (button) [bad] [bad] [bad]
OSIRIS: he's right though we weighed your heart against the feather and its not looking good

somehow i've down from 230lbs to under 200 without noticing??

"banjo shoegaze would go hard" and other thoughts i have that i should be executed by firing squad for

my torso adorned with a sister wife sex strike shirt. it has a bug theme

new shirt is bugs

ouuugh why did i let them make my appointment so early

i don't like taking videos at shows because i prefer to experience them sans screen but i had to take at least a little clip to show why pigeon inspired me to pick up banjo again like goddamn i hope to be 1/10th as cool someday

show was so fucking good forreal

at the thing

mirror selfie of me with my face blurred out, fishnet top under a pink g.l.o.s.s. shirt, black jeans tucked into black jump boots with pink laces

fit check

found my fishnet top it's over for all you hos

i never understood the hate that got either aside from it catching strays for being br*tish

like, toast is a good cheap delivery system for stuff put on top of it, beans are a cheap non-meat protein

i honestly think it might be classism

i quit making youtube videos years ago but i can totally see myself making a 4 hour long video essay defending cincinnati style chili

(ok now im done for real)

sorry i promise i'm done crashing out over skyline chili haters for now

it will happen again though.

it's literally just people seeing an image and seeing that it's from a "flyover state" and getting weirdly smug and condescending about it and it pisses me off to no end