rain cloud 🌧️

imma need this whirlwind of
never ending sadness to chill for a second.

im just not having fun creatively. and it sucks so much.

i dont know how to explain to my practices and patients what they can best do to stay safe.

many of my clinics operate in charlotte. and im just heartbroken. patients are terrified to come in. missing healthcare, important healthcare appointments. they can hardly get their meds.

I need to reintroduce myself this morning, so allow me.

I was and am leaving a legacy. He only had a shelf life.

I was tired. I was fucking through. I was fucking exhausted of lowering my worth to fit someone else’s needs and I was tired of dimming my light.

I’ll die before it happens again.

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my brain looks like this right now

i need it.

ren faire dreaaaaams.

i really wanna attend one next fall! gonna go as a pretty pixie!

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work got me exhausted bro.

i do it for my patients, but my god.

DAMN

MAH FREN

also i may be unfollowing if you’re ffxiv post heavy! just for my own comfort! i may just mute? unsure! we’ll see!

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hiiiiii.

quick heads up. if you’re here for nsfw shit, that’s gonna be moved to my main account.

this space from now on is a personal/vent! much of the nsfw posts will be deleted and moved 🤲🏾

if that’s not your thing? Now is the time to exit!

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can i sit in here and cry for a bit?

oki. oki.

I’m tired is what I am. LOL!

“Well teehee, I like it up the butt”

Have I told you about the time I had a pay pig who liked sounding?

Me. The NSFW artist. The NSFW furry artist. The breeding kink and pet play aficionado. Surely it’s not that serious.

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It’s very this. Every single time.

one of my favorite instances in forming new friendships is the weird approach in regards to like- lewd discussion with me. not flirting but like. ‘Mature discussion’

“WELL I DONT KNOW IF I CAN TALK ABOUT THAT WITH YOU”

As if I haven’t been a kink instructor/domme/rope instructor for 8 years.

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also there’s a candle sale this weekend. i plan on buying all the yummy pumpkin and pecan ones so my house can smell like a bakery

i love chasing whimsy.
i love joy.
i love doing whatever it takes to feel whimsy and joy 🤲🏾

Begging Mugen to visit N’ami more. That 50 year old woman would drain him of his life force.

It’s the hot cocoa and warm fuzzies for me 🥹

WEEEEEEE!!! It’s so fun. It’s when im also my happiest!

That’s so valid. Godspeed oomf!!!

im so fucking excited for halloween and christmas. i love the holiday season.

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YUP. You already know. Like- the fact that you know just shows you get me. I don’t even know how to fix it either. I just be like-

ahh.

that’s why im intimidating. i get it now 🤣

i love having my experience with abuse invalidated on a friday afternoon. 😬👍🏾

thank you, love ❤️‍🩹🤲🏾