Aya

YEAHHHH IKKRRRRR

I took them in the past but stopped taking them whenever I overcame big depressive episodes...

Ahhhh idkkk I don't like medicine but living without happy feelings and passion also sucksssss big time

NO BUT LIKE THATS ME FOR ALMOST THREE YEARS NOW....but i don't take any meds 😭 Art used to calm me and make me happy now i just feel nothing every day all day (except for sad feelings lol)

Drawtober Day 3 - Unagi Hunt

Artwork so fresh you can still see the ink dry in the picture 😂 Today, our Teyvat travels lead us to the shallow waters of Watatsumi Island to look out for some Unagi! We got suspiciously close or just have amazing zoom 🔎

#drawtober2025

Drawtober Day 2 - Ancient Scarlet-Plum Finches~

Going forward with Drawtober instead I think! Today, I actually logged into the game to check out the areas of the finches to include them in the background! Love those little round borbs ahhh 😭💕

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Inktober Day 1!!

I'm not gonna set myself the standard of drawing every day BUT any day I manage I will count as a win! To broaden my Horizons, you might see some more animals this Inktober from me. Starting with the Genshin Puffins! 🐦‍⬛

#ArtistByStep #Inktober2025

Some of this weeks practice sketches/sketch pages~

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Another week, another post with practice sketches haha~

I need to get back into a flow currently, but still trying to stay afloat! Learning folds is ehhhhh but you gotta do what you gotta do! #ArtistByStep

BEHOLD

Mikurby 🥹

Maaaaaaaaaaan ACEO's have been soooooo much fun!!!!

dnlndjdnwqq its okay the brainworms are keeping one alive I guessss haha

ommgggggg sometimes I wonder if anti depressants would actually help me in life but man I hate taking pills so muchhhh

But not feeling ANY happiness at all sucks badly

Gimme some of that obsessive energy ahhhhhh
I'm feeling like absolutely NOTHING about everything and I'm like cmon I need some obsession to get my creative gears running againnn

IKKRRRRR I'm rlly proud actually!

Sketchbook Nr. 5~

320 pages of practices and random sketches later it's time for the next book to be started! Thanks to the anime Ruri Rocks, I felt inspired making this cover rock/mineral themed using @Ohuhu_official and @ArrtxArt Acrylic Markers! 💎🪨

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Some of my this weeks practice Sketches/Sketches in General! 💪

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Experimenting a bit for my portfolio: Another pfp format 💙🩵

OC: "Yue" by @ayapappaya.bsky.social

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See Yue doesn't really have much insight into politics and can be rather naive, she'd be like "Everyone should be free" or sth before lots of ppl come rush to her in a panic telling her thats now how this works xD Late story Yue however would fight for troubled kids and protect them better by law

I feel youuuuuuuuu ahhh
Don't beat yourself up, it's not even being "lazy" it's taking care of yourself! (I know, easy to say when our minds don't wanna accept that)

[Not Sponsored] TADAAAAA! My next Chibi creation, a small gift for @/RealChally_ featuring a trusted can of Red Bull haha~

I hope you guys like it as much as I do, I had so much fun just experimenting around! 🥰

Want some fries? 🍟

Some more sketch practices~

Sorry that it's no colored content atm, I got some other stuff holding me up and I'm crafting birthday cards and Anniversary cards on the side haha //

U can do iiiiiiiiit!!!! (imagine hier den random pumper arm emoji hab ihn nicht gefunden xD)

Hope you'll enjoy the game!

🐰💛

#jabbyart #vgencomm #art #vsky

I wish I could like this 50 times cause DAMN that looks so so amazing ; ;

Day 56-60 of finding my spark~

The days have been a bit turbulent emotionally sry! I'm still proud I managed to finish six artworks for Artfight and I hope I can keep up creating more art in the coming weeks! I still owe some art to some ppl after all haha

Proudly presenting my last #artfight attack/revenge of this year for Polaiire! I am incredibly proud that I actually pulled through and finished 6!! attacks, even if I still owe some frens some revenges now. But I finally REALLY participated and this is a huge win!! #ArtistByStep

You can read the old one here but be warned...the art is really bad 😂😂

Day 54-55 of finding my spark~

Instead of rotting at home I gave myself a push and joined a family trip and I don't regret it at all! I'm glad I went as I had lots of fun but it def completely beat me and my batteries were drained afterward haha. But I'm proud I didnt say no!

Ahhh there it is, one of my favourites actually! Well, technically it's a revenge cause Momotatsuki (the owner of this wonderful OC) attacked me with some beautiful art of my dear Yue first!~

Please make sure to check out Momotatsuki on AF or Tiktok: momi.ergo.sum