Mercy Azuretto

I made a major fucking mistake and lost so much fucking progress. And I don't have home internet anymore so this shit can't be fixed at home. Fucking Christ I hate myself

Fuck brightspeed internet and fuck mediacom. Fuck all internet providers for scamming people to some extent, but these 2...
These 2 companies need to be sat down and bitch slapped and put in a forced 4 year customer service education.
Fucking greedy bastards

The team deserves stability and people that can keep a damn promise for more than 3 weeks.
I failed so i deserve the exile

Should I just finally cut them off?
It's only like the 10373658th time I made a promise of a comeback and then just , didn't. Not like I've done a damn thing that was valuable, but it felt like I was a part of something for a bit.
I'm sorry. It might be healthier for everyone to just leave sooner

Watching your opportunities go away because you just didn't participate, and not feeling the need to even try again. This hurts so much but I'm fucking tired of disappointing them. I shouldn't have made a single promise. I'm so sorry for all the promises that just ended in a final conversation

Fuck Discord.
Share those alternatives shamelessly

Mega isolated, super fucking lonely, yet even I won't waste water chatting to an AI.
Fuck genAI and fuck you for still using it

I hope every bank and card and company person that charges a late fee has an expensive medical emergency soon. Fuck you you fucking thieves

Thank you Markiplier for making me interested in seeing a movie for the 1st time in years

Fuck capitalism. Can't enjoy shit anymore

Been using video games to keep myself grounded to earth on worst days and now can no longer afford the game pass and all my best comfort games were free with the pass but 50 bucks without. I shouldn't be so childishly fucking upset but I'm running out of things I love here, this unnecessarily hurts

There's nothing I can do to fix my life without committing serious financial suicide to achieve it. What you call lazy or quitting or avoidance, I call being careful with the little time and money I have left.
Fuck all of you piles of shit who's A+ advice is having to spend money I'll never see

I hope every single one of you that shot a fucking gun at midnight tonight have the worst fucking year of your life

I wanna believe most good things were taken away from me.
But you have no idea how much good shit I've lost because I just didn't fucking care when I needed to care. I didn't act when I needed to. I took everything for granted and wasted what I was given so generously.
I should've been there.

I will fucking report your genAI account as spam and sharing false information into fucking Oblivion.

I wish I could not do anything next year. Or ever again. Who the fuck wants to live for this fascist shit hole. Count me out

Damn. I miss living

Alright dumbass, what did we learn today?
The help chatrooms are for asking agents banking questions, not asking dumb hypothetical money questions hoping to get conversation out of anyone because you're stupid and lonely and looking for literally anything to vent to.
You should fucking be better

a man in a suit and tie stands in a muddy field ALT: a man in a suit and tie stands in a muddy field

Me looking for a new hyper fixation that actually gives me serotonin while everything good I have left keeps going bye bye

If your shit says due by a certain date, you better fucking take anything submitted that day. And if you will not take something after a certain hour of said day, FUCKING DISCLOSE WHAT FUCKING HOUR THAT IS, disgusting fucking scammers

People that work for insurance companies deserve to be harassed and bullied by the sick and poor and homeless and disabled. People have no money but you think dollar bills just slide out of your customers assholes? Either you can wake up and find a morally better job or deal with being attacked

Whoever granted me life and permitted me to keep it long enough to make this many mistakes, made the 1st mistake

Take the offer. Take the opportunity. Whatever it is, just take it. One day it will be your last and you'll have no idea

I had my last hug years ago and never even realized that until I needed one🙃😭 human connection would go so fucking hard right now.
Never know what you have until it's gone. Never realize you had a good life the whole time until you ruin it for yourself.
Who the hell would've stayed with this ?

How in the world do I have followers?
You know how many people followed too closely to me in life and now they only know me as a disappointment? Too many. People expected a lot from me, I promised a lot, and I no longer have friends. Unless your desire is depression, what are you expecting here?

So glad I cut everyone off, they won't see what I've become.
So regretful cutting everyone off. I desperately need to talk to someone about what I've become.
Look at me only missing things when I *need* them. Through the pain and loneliness, knowing I did everyone a favor by leaving must be enough

I want all those wasted opportunities back. The ones I threw away because I was too lazy or tired or emotional or prideful. I'm so sorry. I finally realize what I've lost only now that I can never get a damn thing back. All I have is regret. Fuck my useless life

Imagine being secure. In anything. Ever. What a dream

Every opportunity, thrown in the trash. Because I'm lazy. Don't ever give me fucking hope again, I deserve none