TheAtrossian

I really don't know how to write peek not peak

I leant sh i'm stupid

Idk even if I haven't a job I feel fine
I guess I managed to let go a little and it fixed the rest as to why I happened to be able to idk
Cause I'm still sad about not being allowed as a friend
We'll see how it evolves but I wish it continues like this
(I'm scared about school and work xd)

Idk if it's because of your own accord my tweets or my blunder but why delete your twitter repost?
Or you have another account idk
I'm sorry if it's my fault I don't want to bother you
You're obviously also have no reason to show support
I'll just hope my friend comes back soon to have that role

It's funny you like Taylor swift

Sometimes idk if I want you back or just be friends
Kinda tearing my brain on it
Though I don't even know if you really want to talk to me
I feel like whatever the outcome i'll be crushed
But this time I'll try my best to hide it
Just if I can get any part in your life would you allow me there..

Why did my tweet got like by a tarot speaking Portuguese account?
Tell me nobody else look especially them

I wonder if you dated anyone irl since
I never got to that step kinda scares me anyway and outside of you not much ppl i wanted to meet and date
Yeah I'm lost about my expectations with you I do want to "faire table rase" and become friend but I'm not even sure you want that you might want just bye

I am scared of what you think
I am scared of everything you are not telling me
But whatever it is if you allow me
I'll do anything to write a new story with you
As a friend I hope to be one to count on
Someone who doesn't just nod along
And if love comes your way, celebrate it
Many hugs

Are you actually doing it and listening to that song I wonder

I had an hetero dream
Aha

I don't even want to ask any questions I had now just one will you want to be friends? And then just checking on your life family and all

Warning sa

It's been a while I had thoughts about slashing my wrist or die however that's supposed to happen

Those are quick written no thoughts message don't take them as a direct message cause they're not that's why I wrote some on twitter and some here cause they're for me

Are you dating him idk
And honestly i don't really care what you do. I care that you making all seems like i don't exist instead of saying to move on
I feel worthless waiting for someone who won't share just a "goodbye" or "wait till that day" to me
I want to support your life if a peak was allowed

Coincidences kick my ass i just want to be told all the truth now so i'll know what to think or do

Just then I'll leave it all far away and enjoy something new

Feel like you're saying all your friends what to do.. idk

Funny how you call them -"friend"- yet stay friends with them
Even though pretty sure at least some of them took a bit advantage of everything
I unfriended them only allowed to keep them to a reachable place because of you
Otherwise I wouldn't talk with them ever

YouTube video by Kaelvyx disappears in 5s hypothetical situation post

One real hug with my ex

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Maybe after so long mr red planet is a better fitting name

Ig all this is tiring me out..

Why hide your friends something I shouldn't see? Or just you don't want me to..

That is so weird can't join yet you were in and idk why

Spouting nonsense cause indeed by being kept out even from ppl we both knew but always prefered you over le
I was never let to heal by you or them and i've mostly been alone while and i'm glad you had friends and partners

I'm putting my own head against me cause I know you've thought of me but idk why never wanted a talk

Sorry for all this and my strong emotion it's just I always wished to part of your life even as a basic friend but you let me out and with promises that feels like you let them go without letting me know so I kept on waiting every day for 3 years well we could still "talk" so ig 2 year and 7 month

So I'm not so mad just feel amazingly stupid about all this

While i've been thinking about you every day multiple times a day for 3 years it's been I feel it's been over 2 you forgot about me not letting us even talk..

Also while I was being depressed after a break up that would have happened anyway but you kinda pushed ot to happen way sooner spending months lost you found someone and made sure i wasn't aware