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Thatโ€™s a great way of putting it. Unfortunately that happens a lot to disabled characters- they become tragedies whose only purpose is to further a nondisabled charactersโ€™ arc.

06.11.2025 16:01 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I think the narrative frames Lestatโ€™s decision to leave as a noble choice in a lot of ways and itโ€™s one of the most ableist aspects of the books. It actually happens multiple times in the series, where leaving a sick loved one is shown to be the correct thing. I hate it.

06.11.2025 00:01 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

100%. As someone who is disabled and has had mental health issues and has been left by loved onesโ€ฆ it really is the most painful abandonment. And you spend the whole time wondering what it would be like if you werenโ€™t sick or you could power through with a smile.

06.11.2025 00:01 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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I want you to promise me one thing. That when youโ€™re a very famous actor and spend all of our* time performing the the Queenโ€™s private theatre, youโ€™ll still have a glass of wine with me now and then. Weโ€™ll meet at the Blind Cupid on the left bank and weโ€™ll go on with โ€˜our conversationโ€™.

Donโ€™tโ€ฆ

29.10.2025 20:05 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 14    ๐Ÿ” 10    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3    ๐Ÿ“Œ 4

I always felt like Lestat leaving Nicki was him giving up on him ๐Ÿ˜ญ this makes it hurt more ๐Ÿ˜ญ

05.11.2025 23:36 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

But of course!

25.10.2025 13:34 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I watched this when it came out and then it got immediately memory holed/taken off the internet by Starz. The writing is not amazing (and at times pretty sex negative for a show about sex?) but heโ€™s good as are the costumes- designed by our buddy Lex Wood! She knows her way around the 18th cent!

24.10.2025 18:22 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

The person who posted that photo just meant they wrapped the current scene. We have no indication that it was a season wrap for either of them. I think it was probably just kind of an emotional scene and they came out of it with the hug. I wouldnโ€™t worry!

12.09.2025 12:58 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Oh got it!! Thanks that makes sense.

09.09.2025 20:50 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Wait can you clarify what you meant here? Iโ€™m interested and I donโ€™t understand what you were trying to say. Did Anne find the Louis/Armand relationship too compelling or not enough in the movie?

09.09.2025 05:55 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

People always want to smooth over disabled anger but thereโ€™s a lot to
be angry at! Grieving yourself is a very specific chronic illness experience and no one else really gets how maddening it can be.

28.08.2025 14:46 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Love this absolutely heart breaking idea ๐Ÿ˜ญ

19.08.2025 20:48 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Have a new Interview with the Vampire fic! A classic 5+1 devil's minion one shot with plenty of hurt/comfort and themes about disability, which I am always smuggling into my vampire romance. archiveofourown.org/works/69382566

17.08.2025 19:40 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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I want a taste of you
You tear my heart in two
Why do I waste my youth?
Come back, I always do

#devilsminion #armandaniel #armand #danielmolloy #iwtv #iwtvfanart #iwtvart

09.08.2025 20:53 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 25    ๐Ÿ” 13    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I always end up writing stories where people are having deep conservations on roofs, thereโ€™s something about them as liminal spaces that capture longing and nostalgia so well. I feel like fire escapes are the perfect version of this for Daniel and Armand! I see the vision.

06.08.2025 02:00 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I have SUCH incredible beef with the novel this is based on (which everyone praises but I think is actually v sexist and ableist) it kind of brings me joy to hear the movie sucks ๐Ÿ˜‚

05.08.2025 16:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

This is so true! Marius finding Pandoraโ€™s note later on that goes โ€œactually you were right, Arjun is evil and abusiveโ€ feels so tacked on and like a blatant lie to make Marius look better (and to justify the racist assumptions made about Arjun)

30.07.2025 17:13 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

This part takes me out so hard ๐Ÿ˜‚

30.07.2025 00:44 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I think when you are experiencing chronic pain it often takes the form of just being *constantly aware*. Pain is your body asking you to pay attention! I believe you when you say itโ€™s pain or that something feels wrong.

16.07.2025 12:06 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Iโ€™m probably not the sample size you want for this questions but I am literally aware of all of my joints constantly because I have EDS and at any given time at least five of them are out of place ๐Ÿ˜‚

16.07.2025 03:12 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I think Mariusโ€™s relationship with caretaking is his most interesting attribute. He wants to take care of the people in his life but he does that by controlling them. I feel like he exerts extra control over Bianca after he is recovered bc he was insecure about the way he had to rely on her.

14.07.2025 21:02 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I would love it if we do see some past DM this season so that thereโ€™s two past (contradictory) narratives of Armand through Daniel and Lestatโ€™s eyes but even if they donโ€™t do that I think moving him off the chessboard in 2026 is smart.

05.07.2025 01:58 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I actually think itโ€™s so smart dramatically to have him be mia in the present day. It lets us get more povs of him like we did of Lestat and it lets him come back and tee up an emotional arc in season 4/QotD bc it creates conflict with Daniel.

05.07.2025 01:58 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I think so! Seems very like Armand to recast him from the romantic hero to the clown archetype imo

05.07.2025 01:53 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Never not thinking about this, Daniel Hart PLEASE donโ€™t let me down

03.07.2025 14:02 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Yes it should come out sometime during the fall!

28.06.2025 19:45 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Do itttttttt! That sounds so cool.

25.06.2025 23:08 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

The combo of this outfit, pose and snobby tone reminds me SO much of my late grandfather it throws me every time. Itโ€™s not like he was at Armand levels but he could be so condescending at times. Itโ€™s so wild to be like โ€œI recognize thatโ€ and itโ€™s a mind-wiping 500 year old vampire

24.06.2025 14:28 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Idk what theyโ€™ll do in the show but in the books the Talamasca has existed for thousands of years so they definitely would have been around when Claudia was alive

23.06.2025 12:30 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I think itโ€™s really good that you didnโ€™t push yourself too hard! Listening to your body and resting is downplayed but itโ€™s important (someday I will fully internalize this myself and my chronic illness will thank me haha)

16.06.2025 22:20 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

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