Troy Rosenbaum

You are horrible

Know that my resolve is greater than anything you could ever say to me

Just looking for the answers to life's greatest questions. like do chickens have lips? Or will they ever make coochie flavored zyn pouches?

YouTube video by Underoath Underoath - Teeth (Official Music Video)

Still goes hard despite not being the heaviest song on the new album youtu.be/SoOIl0SThrU?...

I'd rather give you the time and space to heal on your own even if you have zero desire to heal with me

I should just shut up about all the things I feel, it's not like it goes anywhere

No, I saw a video of someone who was there about a row or two behind where Kirk was shot and saw the whole thing

Yupper. Like I was a row or two in front of him in the audience from someone else's camera perspective. I'm not sad that he's dead, just worried about what the repercussion of it will mean in the very near future.

Wow he bled like a sieve.... I'm extremely worried about the political fallout from that.

You ever feel lost and without direction but know where all the paths will lead? That's where I am. Even with some semblance of security all feels fleeting

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Nothing ever feels close enough, but this is pretty damn close - youtu.be/2t1ebsi_gcg?...

Alright, life is hard and my friend has it even harder, I'm going to be even more of a ghost on here than I have been because I need fucking time away from everything. At least my jobs make me feel amazing. And the people in my life are awesome human beings that deserve soo much more than this

No, they were a friend of a friend many years ago before we became friends. He ended up dating one of my best friends sisters, got married, had two kids and then fucked all of that up by literally gambling their savings away.

I ran into someone I hoped I'd never see again. A person who has failed as a father to the two lives he helped bring into this hell hole world and wants nothing to do with them. It took everything to not punch them in the fucking face.

Get Gaige to do the same

Work on getting your passport if you don't already have it

You know I would

Heavily considering just leaving the country, like what the fuck am I still doing here?

J Shmt mr.s M3't

I am so tired of feeling fucking worthless, and alone, I'm tired of feeling anything at all. I just want to go home. I don't even want this new job, I don't want to be here anymore. Every step I take feels like I'm running a marathon in the wrong direction. i can't do it anymore, it's too much

I made the attempt, you don't want me around that's fine. I won't force you to do anything you don't want to do and I will not agonize over your choice. I wish you well, but never again, not in this lifetime, not for anyone. The walls I built to protect me will remain standing, never to fall again

Can confirm it does have the same effect, wish I knew this months ago

Was not expecting to like Kpop Demon Hunters. Very cute and loved the anime style mashed up with 3d models. And yes I do listen to music that isn't just blast beats and detuned guitars playing the most punishing shit possible

Something to brighten the day in contrast to the gloom -

Awake at odd hours dressed in funerary blacks

From beyond I can sense your torment, your heart is an unmarked grave, in the days that are yet to speak of, you will writhe in a sea of pain, it begins with a hollow judgement, and descends to the pits of hell.. I arise with a taste for vengeance and begin my crusade of death. Pulling teeth 🤘

Ya know it's been months since I found out and obviously it's been bothering me since, along with other things, but I am not looking forward to burying my dad's twin brother this coming Wednesday. Rip uncle Ronnie

Thus* damn autocorrect

Really good ramen from earlier today. Probs the best I've had in my hometown this far

Yep.... Makes total sense to me