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i'll just leave this here...

shitty valentines day card of hedwig von trier from misericorde saying "are you the liturgy of the hours? because i wanna do you 8 times a day but it's probably not practical to go for more than 2"

i've just had beef jerky for the first time in my life and WOAH GUYS THIS SHIT IS GOOD

I might be a dummy but at least I am self aware and its far more than most of those AI guys have to show for themselves.
little silly me watching AI bros loose their own arguments:

mission acomplished

DO IT FOR TABITHA OWO
#scarlethollow

I need to replay scarlet hollow and actually start a romance this time cause my first playthrough was really task oriented
my character was like
GANG, WE'RE GONNA SOLVE THIS MYSTERY and I was really social and friendly and stuff but it was all for the higher goal of not getting killed xD

i played through all of that is now available of scarlet hollow and i hate that i need to wait for more. i hate waiting in general now that i think about it. and all good things i have to wait for...
like 3rd misericorde game and now also 5th episode of scarlet hollow

not me replaying a whole chapter of scarlet hollow because i just couldn't accept that thabita scrificed her years instead of me

i need to see achievments like that irl. It wpuld help with my depression so much

its criminal that scarlet hollow has put me into a setting where the person i simp to the most is my character's cousin

i did buy blue tea cause its tea and its blue but it says on the package that it helps with depression and anxiety XDD

yeah I think beef jerky is one of america's inventions that I am actually curious about. Another is baja blast mountain dew XD. I think both are findable in Poland so I will try to get them. Cause right now beef jerky is just something I saw in movies and series.

yeah i already see that this is a type of game that you DO replay and probably more than once.
Maybe next time I will amnage to save the old man who gave me beef jerky.
I dunno if it was a good thing to get cause tbh I never had beef jerky but the man seemed nice enough to make me sad when he died.

keen eye and talk to animals
and oh well a man died but i did save the dog cause like it spoke to me and was cute! tbh i dunno how much it was scripted and how much my choice to try to help the dog mattered XD i keep telling myself that the old man couldnt be saved...

I made myself allergic to peanuts in scarlet hollow as I am allergic irl and now I wonder if it will kill my character in a future XD
oh well we will se
fun fact: i heave never had peanut butter I dunno how it tastes like bit I heard it can have wildly different textures and that sounds upsetting...

i havent played a game that got me so hooked as quickly as scarlet hollow in a while. that game is indeed really good.

we begin

ITS HAPPENING

i totally waited so long just to get a nice number owo
twenty is a good one for sure
and for real the game is just expensive but i got payed today so i though i can have something nice

i did it
i bought scarlet hollow
@waterplant.bsky.social

My family returned from their trip and it broke my habit of playing peak with friends before work. I dont like to play a game where I talk with people while sharing a room with my two sisters. I am waiting for the time summer break ends so I can live alone again.

me: *ignoring third alarm in a row*
my cat, who likes to sleep in without being woken up every 15 minutes: *sideyes me and then taps me with her paw until i am concious enough to turn the alarm off*
every morning is a battle

me: *bravely climbing the mountain*
ghosts of two of my companions: *clipping throgh the rocks and obscuring my view* you got it!
i love playing peak

yeah i watched it all over the last two days and i want more NOW! :<

i am watching blue eye samurai and its so fucking good

the elegant shoes I have worn to my thesis defence gave me such horrible blisters that I can bearly walk heh

Third book I have read is "Komodo" by David Vann. I was actually schocked by how much shitty things main protagonist did without any remorse. Shows how day to day stress can turn into something unmanagable. Also i feel like the book is a good description of struggles of motherhood.

i saw elio and tbh it was a good movie. i cried 3 times. the problem ist the quality, but the fact that disney didnt do any marketing for it, it flopped and they are like "look it flopped, people dont want original films"