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It's so interesting you need a certain mood for a cig when you don't have an addiction because when I try to smoke just for the sake of it it's truly just disgusting but when I'm in a mood for it oh it's HITTING

ALWAYS let evil people know that they're evil. Make a fucking list of everything they did wrong and confront them. Don't grant them with peace, hold them accountable by letting them know how they shouldn't treat you or other people

People always tell to just cut people off and walk away if they treat you horribly. Well I have a different philosophy. Walking away in silence is only giving evil people peace they don't deserve.

I terrorise back actually

Had a cig!

I'm insane

This desire turns me inside out

I want a summer situationship and to smoke a cig so bad I'm pulling my hair out

can people like stop giving me abandonment issues

I hate them I hate them why do they hurt me again and again and again why am I nothing to them I hate them

If people find it so hard to be in touch with me I will stop messaging/sending gifts/wishing hbd to them then💗 I've had ENOUGH

Daily affirmation: I'm NOT developing an eating disorder🙏

Happy binge eating day!

I hate people who ghost I hope they all die

starting to count calories was a mistake...

Big tragedy of my life is my desire to shower closed ones with gifts does not match the wage I'm earning😭😭

Just realised this is going to be my first not in depression summer since 2021 LET'S GOOO

Лежать на полу. Недооценено

I had such a good mood in the morning, made myself breakfast I was excited about. Now I don't even wanna eat it

Father laughed at me for weighing milk for my coffee and then asked mockingly if i also weight the water I drink as if he's not the one constantly making comments on women's appearances and shamelessly calling them ugly

I am sooo bored😭😭

I hate being on period it's so uncomfortable and I feel so much pain and my life just completely stops for few days because I can't do anything

I am only now at my big age realising how strongly important it is for people to teach and learn bravery. This is vital both for individual and societal function.

I'm learning to be brave this year: calling out people acting shitty towards me, asking for a raise at work, trying new scary things, facing hard experiences instead of shutting down. It's baby steps but for me it's really big!

Yes I've decided I'm not gonna count calories tomorrow I need to rest from that. I'll have a good ass breakfast with bread, coffee and desert. Already excited for tomorrow!

I'm 2 kg away from my diet goal but I'm getting tireddddd of it. I was truly fine for all these months but now I'm starting to feel I'm emotionally drained from limiting myself. Maybe I should stop for the rest of the month and then just see what happens

Took a day off from work, barely slept during the night, grandma came at 7am. Now we are guarding my father from drinking alcohol again. It's so fucking scary, no one ever should have to experience this type of horror from a family member

They should claim me a saint considering all the miseries I go through

плохо очень плохо невозможно терпеть

Now I'm anxious at work thinking about my cat. I wish I could be with him somewhere far away from this