Fractured - 🔞 Minors / Proshippers dni

Might feel like doing something for this account tonight hmmm

If anyone wants something with her over here for it too like ✨

It did end up going away yeah.

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Breathing thing but it was more just the weird pain part.

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What happened?

Not really no.
It's what ever I guess.

I just take it really hard when I first notice.

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Let me just link this dbdh :

youtu.be/f4fVdf4pNEc?...

(TW though there's a sad Pokémon joke at the start with animated blood. 😭)

There's a lot going on there dbdjdj

Nooo not this account
Look away 😭💀

1. Well yes that junk doesn't come into play when I say I have a hard time blocking people either.

I will gladly block those types.

2. I know.

It just sticks with me because I feel like I messed something up regardless. It's just a me problem.

And why I'm just not gonna bother actually.

Their older than me.

If that's how they do things so be it.

I just ugh.
I can't block people. It feel horrible. I don't want to make people feel bad whether I still like them or not so it just djdjdbdjsz 🪦🪦🪦

They are the type to not explain I guess.

I looked with my art acc and I saw them posting about clearing their numbers which is where I got that they will block people if they just don't like you anymore or no longer tolerate you. which kind of rubbed dirt in the wound rather then give me resolve🪦

The 1 person was a mutual on twitter for maybe a few months.

The other one was like the first one who talked to be much over on my main here.

They unfollowed me at first which was when we messaged and they told me we were fine.

But then I noticed I hadn't seen them for a while and I was blocked.

So many people ship Barb/Viva with eachother or others so I don't know how their managing in the fandom. I feel like it'd be stressful 💔

I'd rather not do anything that causes more stress or anything.

1. 💔

2. There's no point now.
It's been months with this person and it seems like the other one will block anyone they don't really like much anymore or something and I don't know when it happened so I just don't have the energy to try.

I don't know what I'd even say.

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It shouldn't bug me.
I wasn't super close to the person.
But I liked their art and was just a follower for so long. It feels like we became mutuals and then I immediately messed it up. 💔

I clearly don't understand everything with selfshipping, but I guess some people don't want you near them if you ship their partner with other canon characters.

Which was something I may have missed in their bio, so I might have hurt their trust with the art. 💔

1. I can't remember when I did it now.
It may have been in the summer. It's on the commission sheet though.

2. On one hand, it's like I get it if you really hate a ship, but I wasn't actively shipping it, I just made art so I don't know.

I think it was a selfshipping thing too though.

My chest is bugging me now. 💔

I got blocked by a mutual because I posted Bard x Viva art I drew for someone else and it still stabs my soul every so often.

Like I can't make everyone happy but I still wish I could. 💥

*me

It's an awful awful feeling and I jsut end up getting haunted by it for weeks. 💔💔💔

And then if a person said they didn't have an issue with me then did it anyways.

Just kill me. It stresses me out too much. I hate when this happens cause I assume I did something wrong and no ones letting ne fix it.

I know people don't need to give a reason for blocking, but it still freaks me out when it happens and I'm not given one. 💔

2 people drew me things for my birthday but I feel like I can't miss any birthdays regardless. No returning favours only. I want everyone to get many things.😭

Even if I'm not super close with some people it still feels bad to miss them, but I can't think of what to draw all the time. 🫠

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I don't know who this is about but I support you and your wants 🙏

Oop-
Same though 💥