Alex🌼

There’s just something about a Studio Ghibli film that makes you wanna fall in love 😩

When did I forget that I am the love of my life??? Hellooooo. 🙄

All your pretty words that help me play pretend.

Colorado is one of the most gorgeous places in the world I CAN’T WAIT TO BE NOT SO BROKE SO THAT I CAN COME DOWN AND VISIT Y’ALL

What is it about liking someone that makes you go fucking crazy?? Rude🙄

The worst part about shark week for me when it’s still warm out is that my body will still crave warmth, especially just the lower half of my body and it is the most annoying thing in the world🫠

Probably haha 😅

Kinda miss having my Bluesky crush on the tl but at the same time, he’s having the time of his life in Japan rn and I’d rather him focus on having as much fun as humanly possible while he’s there cause he deserves it🙂‍↕️

Hearing Hayley Williams say that she also feels like a big letdown right now is really healing to hear when I am feeling like I’m the biggest let down in the world at the moment.

You are so insane for that bit you ALSO GOT THIS

I’ve opened the floodgates to crying my eyes out and now I don’t think I can stop until my tear ducts are empty.

My advice is always ruin the friendship.

Cried a lot yesterday and I really needed it. I needed to feel all of the things that I have been feeling so that I can be ready for Monday. I’m gonna kick butt and do great!! I have been improving and that’s what I’m going to be focusing on, no matter what anyone says. Proud of myself for that💚

I know that moving won’t solve any of my problems, but I think it will really give my life the restart that I’ve desperately needed for years now. But before I can even think of starting over, I need to finish what I started here.

I spent my whole week crying during work hours, I can’t remember crying this much consecutively since starting this job.

The more I try to fix things, the more I fuck something else up. Why am I like this.

All my managers hate me now.

I’m back to crying regularly at my job, wtf man. I thought we were over this 😭😭

It’s so fun and cool that my dad will never, ever take me seriously. 🙃

One reason why I will never have children is because even when you give your kids everything, there’s still something missing. There will always be something missing.

I thought I was gonna lose my job this week, and I totally didn’t and now my manager wants to start having me learn other things to keep up with the changes that will be coming in the new year. I am so relieved but also scared to start something new. But I’m also determined to learn something new!!

Whatever happens tomorrow, happens. My fate will be sealed and there will be nothing I can do about it. But I can at least go with dignity and grace.

But I will, & I will eventually forgive myself. & maybe I lose a friend, or maybe at the very least, my friend’s faith in me, which is worth more to me than 1,000 jobs, but I will continue on with all of the experience she has given me. That is something I won’t waste going into whatever comes next.

Due to my negligence. Again and again I’ve let her down and if I get fired tomorrow, I will have demolished everything she gave me on a silver platter. How will I be able to live with myself when I’ve been given so many chances. That’s something I will never allow myself to forgive or forget.

If I lose my job tomorrow, I’m just gonna go back to retail and focus on school/content creation and I won’t be sad about it. However, I will be sad about how much of a disappointment I am & the humiliation my friend will have gone through because of it by recommending me for the job I couldn’t keep

Getting to know you has been a joy, even if a friendship is all I get from it, because you are worth knowing.

Do I actually like him, or do I just like him for his cat🤔

(For myself)

I have no time for feeling sorry.

I don’t think so, but I know I can be! Thanks!!