bliss

i want to be alone for a while. everyone has their own issues istg i can feel the dark cloud of their stress pressing down on me.

i know she is really going through a rough patch but i’m exhausted. she needs a therapist because im tired of being her emotional sounding board.

i went out to eat last night and today to help a friend that was down and now i just feel down about my body and my life.

i’m tired and i feel unwanted and fat

my friend always does this. we agree months in advance to call each other on a specific day and time. i initiate calls for weeks. she never initiates. she suddenly has excuses for that day and time. i stop calling because i don’t want to be the one to always be reaching out. then she reaches out.

so happy for you!

Feb 28th 130.1lbs ❌

useless. not a full lb lost.

What if we had one day where the U.S. federal government wasn't being horrifically evil

that is such a good idea 😍

they don't want you to know about this one

2 months and 22 days

this month i’ve barely lost anything so i need to work harder

i’m going to be so thin this year i know it 😌

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2 weeks ago i bought an ingrown hair serum to make my skin smoother. (i never have ingrown hairs unless i shave backwards) strange coincidence or correlation… since using it i have so many ingrown hairs

i’m breaking into 120s tomorrow morning istg

when i lose i get so joyful and i want to tell everyone

like… i did it!! I DID THAT!! IT HAPPENED 🥰

i am the chosen one 😇😇 despite 3 days of binging M-W i have made a come back (don’t @ me for weigh-in outside designated weigh-in day)

i want a fridge all to myself

fresh and empty box to be posted on Saturday 💔

also dropped everything off at the donation center yesterday 😭😭 holding myself accountable

i look so huge. i know im not meeting my challenge saturday 😔

anything is a good stepping stone then 🥺🫂 at least until something else comes along. I’m hoping you get a surprise offer stat

bsky is so glitchy rn

trying to keep my net at 0cals today and drink a bunch of water

so annoying that i actually need my brain at work

i can be trusted to ruin a good thing

gagging at myself

i’d say pass on it if you can. a better offer will come. as soon as you get a job (one that you don’t even want) it will be much harder to apply and interview in person. you have the qualifications! the job will come!

sooo this triggered a binge cycle. i need to get in control of myself again before i ruin everything.

first major setback. I’m extremely upset with myself.

attention 🚨‼️ I have decided i want to be lean and buff. i will be making no adjustments to my macros to make this happen. thank you for your time.

ate 1500 cals today 👏 you can count on me to self sabotage after a weigh in