Adamn

9th Level Spell: Leave Home

Casting Frequency: once per long rest
Duration: as long as necessary
Materials: 1 pair of socks, consumed upon casting
Verbal command: "aw shit here we go again"

New cause of death: coulcnt pop either ear

Cause of death: couldn't pop one ear

The meaning of my feelings doesn't matter, I feel therefore I fuckin feel

Turns out you don't need to justify your emotions to yourself and that isn't "feeling your feelings", it's just an attempt to contextualise and intellectualise

Autistic rumination is the worst because it's the chronic search for meaning in emotions

Starting the year off crying surely means it can only get better right

I'm drunk and depressed

I feel like I'm watching every relationship and friendship I have dissolve in slow motion

My cat tryna tell me to go to bed by shoving herself directly in my face

I haven't slept and it was a mistake

Perhaps my post format should just be "today I..."

Today I told my boss that I'm not suicidal anymore and he congratulated me in the most earnest way possible and it made me happy

Today I got a headache from angry-crying so that about sums up where I'm at

"a mullet?", I chuckle heartily

"don't you mean a long back and sides?"

Breloom about to become the icon of revolution rn

New adhd meds got me like "I have completed 2 woolcraft projects in the last fortnight"

I am tired of being in emotional and physical pain

Dr Bell being humbled over and over again until he finally turns into a fairly decent person gives me LIFE

Current medical drama hyper fixation is The Resident and I fuckin love how it hasn't devolved into inter-personal havoc like most medical dramas

I wish I could have multiple simultaneous social media algorithms without the inconvenience of multiple accounts. I want to have separate feeds to corrupt without fear of my normie feed going sideways

Autistic loneliness is not having anyone you can tell about the new niche skill you've learned

Doesn't even have to be anything particularly cringe, though it's often shorter lines of lyrics

Often I am cursed with the line of thought when listening to new songs along the lines of "how did the lyricist not die of cringe when writing this"

Wrapping up this sofa better than a turkey roast so my fuckin cat stops trying to cost me my damn deposit

My cat is evil because she scratches the sofa literally next to where an entire panel of scratching material is located

Never underestimate the ability of a cat to find a part of your furniture you didn't know existed to scratch

My circadian rhythm be like "dark good yes yummy awake time yes"

The eternal question of "do I have international friends because I'm nocturnal or am I nocturnal because I have international friends"