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oh yea. its halloween

happy halloween and goodnight

amazing. THANKYOUUUU🤍

what in the FLUB is this ???

also HELLO

yes lol it was a combo of a shitty drill bit and shitty screws

tried putting new curtain rod up and these screws are shit and wood is so hard to drill into and I couldn't do it and I dropped all the screws behind the couch and now im depressed in bed

im getting captain ds

do you know how long its been

captain deez nuts (sorry)

love you 🤍🌙 will report back in the am

anyway.. complain comploot

goodnight soup

literally have to force myself to just go to sleep instantly when I get into bed now in fear of having a panic attack and when I wake up in the middle of the night (multiple times) I have to count to 100 like 5 times & focus on my breathing just to fall back asleep & sometimes that doesn't even work

getting into bed is literally like walking into panic attack central. i got diagnosed with panic disorder this year after being in the hospital 6 times and they always hit me at night time for whatever reason and its the worst

haven't read in weeks (depressing) schoolwork now takes up all of my reading time

this

she knows me 👉🏻👈🏻

b-both....

I should be reading

I just wish it wasnt so expensive like cmon man. maybe ill just get it for a month

I wanna watch that but no Netflix (yet)

i think i need netflix

do i bite the bullet or settle for less (suffer)

idk if its your vibe, but it pulled me in immediately and i literally could not stop watching. Definitely give it a chance if you've got the time!

its called The Girlfriend on amazon. psychological thriller

so good!!!!

#tvsky

just binged a show and it was incredible and now i have nothing or no one

why brain broken

yeah i fr like shut down and disassociate for hours which just wastes time. i feel so much better when im being productive and even better when i get things done that i need to do

im great at getting overwhelmed at the thought of everything that needs done when in reality.. its not that bad

thought i was gonna drown in homework today but i finally started doing it and now im already halfway done

cold feets

didnt happen