✨Delulu but Practical✨

spent the weekend away with friends and had a wonderful time. ofc had to bring my leebit and my friend brought her wolfchan.🩷

#skz #skzoo #straykidseverywhereallaroundtheworld

it reminds me of living with my dad and I don’t like it. im going to talk to them about it cause i know they’re just upset from work. but passive aggressively mentioning things like the sink being full of dishes or fridge being messy once they’re home doesn’t make me feel better about what i did do.

my roommate hates their job (they’re looking for a new one dw) and so tends to come home stressed and frustrated and then unfortunately that will spill over to whatever is wrong in the house. and then bring my already low mood even further down.

a girl that i met briefly in my ministry in college just liked me on a dating app and also messaged me on facebook bc we’ve been friends there for a while asking to hang out and idk how i feel…iirc I got weird vibes from her in college but I don’t want to shoot her down bc of that cause ✨growth✨

just have to vent a lil bit I am so stressed about finding a job and health insurance rn and my dad is being no help whatsoever and really pissed me off today and I just want to curl up in a ball and do nothing forever BUT I CANT

I’m watching hannah montana bc I can and i fucking forgot that her mom is dead and im at an episode where miley dreams ab her mom and now im crying. i miss my mom so much. i want to dream about her.

silver lining: there was nothing wrong with the hot dog at least.

1. soda machine wasn’t working so i got a can which they only had limited flavors
2. it didn’t look like there was actually any shrimp in my tempura roll, just the breading
3. there was a HAIR in my sushi roll. immediately ruined my appetite. wasted half the roll and $10.

i’m at Sam’s waiting on a prescription to be ready so i got lunch from the café. i got some sushi (yes ik its my first mistake), a hot dog and a soda.

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im crocheting a hat rn and although im very happy with it my hands are not and are very sore :(

ahahaha I love it when my bank takes a $12 service fee out of my checking account when i only had $38 to begin with :-)))) please if anyone wants to comm me do it now :’-)

TW suicidal ideation
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Had an awful day yesterday. I’m so fucking angry that my mom isn’t here anymore but no amount of anger will bring her back. I was literally yelling and crying in the middle of my house. I don’t want to be here on this earth without my mom. I hate it so fucking much.

tummy hurty…i had a lot of food today🫠 but it was so good i couldn’t help myself😩

Currently sleeveing and organizing my photocards and I’m already over it lmao, it always takes me so long to organize them when I get new ones

I’ve asked a couple friends of mine if I could join them for Thanksgiving bc im not going home to see my dad. Anyway one person is going out of town and the other said she probably couldn’t accommodate for another person which is fine but I’m getting really discouraged lmao

Now that I have tix to the concert I gotta figure out freebies and my outfit…I wanna go all out but it’s also in the middle of Texas summer🫠

as my first post on my personal account i have to scream to the heavens TODAY I GOT PIT TICKETS TO SEE STRAY KIDS IM GOING TO BE ONLY FEET AWAY FROM LEE KNOW AND WILL THROW UP #straykids #skz #dominATEinArlington #kpop #youmakestraykidsstay