Honey (Jay and other OCs)

No one asked for this information. Leave us alone and contact a professional. Thanks.

No, you need to leave them alone as well. Again space for you and them to heal. If you cannot do this. Text or call 988.

That doesn't solve anything, no one wants that. Any of that. Once again we just want to be left alone. You keep saying this, but you already had that conversation. Text 998 or better yet call 998. Go speak to someone.

Text 998.

Cal the one and only thing we would like from you the ONLY thing is to be left alone. You want redemption? Then do that. Leave us alone. If you cannot do that one simple thing then this was never about redemption or forgiveness.

No you cannot. Money does not fix this. Please stop asking. We want to be left alone. That is what we want. That is what we have been asking for. Let this go. Respect the boundaries that we are setting. Go find other people to talk to.

Cal we have been over this. I understand your reasons why. That does not erase the hurt you did. It does not change our sentiment. You need to move on. And im asking you to please move on, find a new community. You can find one, but this is not the answer.

The internet is a vast and wide place. There are SO many games with open co-op go play those, go find new people. We are not the only people who exist. I know its hard to put yourself out there, but you need to try.

This would be different if this were after one or two things you did but Cal it has been 1.5 years of constant harassment. There is no repairing what's broken here. You have all the capabilities to go and make new friends. And you should make new friends go find people to start fresh with ->

For starters when someone asks to be left alone leave them alone. Move on to people you have not hurt. There is a WORLD of people out there we are not the only ones bluesky is not the only place. Go out and try new things youve never done. Get away from your routines and you'll find something better

And you have to change that. Put in some headphones and blare some music but we cant help with this Cal. We arent therapists. We arent psychologists. We're all honestly mentally ill ourselves and doing our best to get by and we need you to do that as well.

I get it, but we want to be left alone Cal. Needing a friend is okay, but you need to go out and make a friend. Go to the library, join a local game club, start playing league, do something for yourself. But please leave us in peace.

So, remember how part of this agreement was we leave you alone and you leave us alone? I am sorry you're having a rough day but unfortunately we're not really in a place to emotionally support.
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But its not them! Thats what it wants you to think but you are stronger than that i know this! You're gonna beat it! And we wish you the best in your healing!!

I appreciate the apology! And here is where we will part ways okay? No need to contact us Abel has your contact information and we wont contact you but i really do wish you the best on your healing journey!

To move on its best to put space between all of us and abel, keep going to therapy, keep taking your meds, find community. Keep going and eventually this will all be in the rearview. I know its hard to see that now but it DOES get better.

So something that helped me A LOT dealing with auditory hallucinations is name them for what they are. That isn't Abel that is a delusion. You like kingdom hearts right? Those voices? That shits the darkness. Not Abel.

For sure i will make sure they get this info! You keep on working on yourself! You're taking steps forward and that is what matters, it will entirely be up to them if they reach out. But even if they never do, you can still live your life! Keep getting better!

I know its hard to want to speak to someone who doesn't want to speak to you, but that doesn't stop you from living a full life. That is the absolute best thing you can do. Keep going, keep improving, let this go to a back burner and focus on you.

Thats awesome! Group really helped me too, thats how i found more community activities to be a part of hopefully they'll have some you can join too!

Here tell you what, i will ensure Abel gets them. You have my word. But if Abel doesn't contact you again, thats because they didn't want to and that is okay. That doesnt stop your healing process! But right now Abel doesnt want to hear from you, they need space and so do you.

Maybe they could help you too!

Right now if you get sober and reach out again thats literally just disrespecting what they asked for (to be left alone). Space, and a lot of it will help you both heal. You dont need to retrigger yourself being on bluesky. AA is a GREAT resource for sobriety and in person meetings really helped me

Hey so getting sober is a GREAT goal! Good on you for doing that! But the thing is you know what will make Abel know you respect them? Is accepting their boundary and letting them be the one to contact you if they want to speak to you again.

And if you need more resources I have resources a plenty, but the thing is i can't do the work for you. Nor can Abel. The work is on you, but you have a community on reddit that seems ready to help support you on your journey!

I also have BPD with psychotic features! Its a beast aint it? But here's the thing is you can still live a full life even with that, even surviving abuse! Even getting sober! You can do all these things im living proof that you can, but you have to take steps!

We will all leave this be, you wont hear from a single one of us again so long as we or able don't get contacted again! Everyone wins, you get to go and live your life away from all of this and so do all of us. Simple solution.

Hihi! Could we please once again talk about the forgiveness thing? All abel wanted was for you to leave them and their friends alone! And from what im understanding you want Abel's forgiveness and you're willing to leave them alone, and wait for them to reach out and in turn->

Okay and they asked for you to leave them alone, so this is it right? Youre moving on to bigger and brighter things! You're leaving us all behind and you're gonna take control of your life and leave abel and all of us alone!

So you're going to take your anger out on Abel rather than moving on and finding peace?
I dont understand this. From one person with psychosis to another why would you want to keep retriggering yourself why would you want contact with someone who hurt you?