frey

dinner

we share many of our friends—we have introduced each other to many of the people we hold dear in our lives right now. i will speak to her about it in time, but for now i wish to seethe and simmer in anger.

i am infuriated because i had a very bad experience recently with a friend, which led me to then find out she was saying lowkey hurtful shit about me, and now i want to just never speak to her again.

2025 manifestations. i will quit my job.

doing a shoot next month where I'll be posing as lucifer in a recreation of cabanels fallen angel, so i need to lock the fuck in and train triceps

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##魔法少女まどかマギカ
#MadokaMagica
#魔法少女小圆

10H x Himeno = temino

ive been thinking of doing a food vlog/what i eat in a day diary, where i take a picture of the one bite of food i intentionally have left over, but im worried that over-documenting my eating will only exacerbate the unhealthy food noise...

this year im trying so hard to be healthy about food. i want to feel empowered to leave one to two bites of food on my plate, instead of feeling an intense anxiety to finish every last grain of rice in front of me, only to feel guilt and shame afterwards.

cw for ed, food

ive had a really disordered relationship w food for a long time, from having a frustrating food addiction and struggling with binging/overeating to be afraid of it and neurotically tracking every single thing i consume, all at the same time.

pathologically obsessed with beauty

topajade

an honest question i have to answer is will i still create if there is no one to consume? it's okay if the answer is no but i want to find out

made really good progress on the website today :D hopefully will have it launched by march. idk how well my efforts to delete social media (other than peer to peer texting) will go but we will see once the site is up and kicking

Утоом мы пойдем вместе а церковь

happy vday

im actually just naked here

reze蕾塞

my wig for reze got here a whole week early??? i was going to shoot ruan mei this weekend but maybe ill pivot

omg im not caught up on csm for the past two months im afraid to cos her

well people can whatever the hell they want in cosplay but wigs definitely always look much better because of the volume and shape control hahah

do you think i could get away with the cosplay cardinal sin of cosplaying csm asa yoru with my actual hair?

my madoka 💓

also they wont be worn in a cosplay setting but a full functional armour setting, with other actual HEMA armour so im worried the blackened will look a little cheesy, form over function

these are so expensive...otherwise id get both

ive been hemming and hawing over blackened steel and stainless steel for a while. thoughts????

POV yoshida is shoving his hand down your throat #chainsawman #csm #cosplay

a traveling scholar exploring an abandoned library

a library

#jijiart #art

该起床了

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