han

tonight i wanna die a little more than usual

maybe sooner fuck it

i feel like if life isnt better in a few years i should just do it lol

back for another round of wanting to not exist

bad thoughts bad thoughts bad thoughts

seeking death and rebirth

feel very stuck in my own head

not gonna lie im terrified of how my mental health is going down

hi

im just doing my best

yeah we got to silver abd saw its higher than 70% of the players and we thought theres no way lol quickplay is more stressful than low rank

you valid for that LOL have yall done ranked yet? we started yesterday and i swear it was bot lobbies😭

was it a match that had like 4 dps minimum?😂

im a pretty cool dude i think

being by myself theraputic

dawg i need therapy someday im not okay lol

bout to be by myself at this bnb in tacoma for like 3 days i cannot wait

shiiiit if i find a girl who likes the shit i like there???? holy grail find

i think ive come to terms with love/relationships may not be in my future and i think im okay with that

i forgot i had this whoopsy

making a friend recently who is also into theology and philosophy is so cool i wanna talk about these things more with people

thank you!😊

bro they really want me to promote at work lol but i do not want to play the corporate politics

fresh start :3