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@contraindicative.bsky.social

๐Ÿ’š 21โ†‘ | they / it / any neos | ฮธโˆ† ๐Ÿ’œ lupus haver / disability advocate | artist / designer ๐Ÿ’š https://contraindicative.carrd.co/ ๐Ÿ’œ โ™ก my partners!!

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( though i have a natural advantage as i learned to use a computer with a trackball and thus played UT2004 with it growing up. sorry )

13.11.2025 21:54 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i like how it feels when i get into flow on jubeat even if its a level 7. you cant take that away from me

13.11.2025 21:49 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

right?? it feels like everyone else in the community is so focused on having a bad time and getting riled up over missing things that going "i just play what i can and i'm happy with an A or B" makes them explode cause WHY ARENT YOU GRINDING 4HRS A DAY FOR PUC ON MAX LEVEL YOU JUST SUCK ๐Ÿ’ฅ๐Ÿ’ฅ๐Ÿ’ฅ

13.11.2025 21:49 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

really a lot of accessibility issues i come into are very social based. DONT PLAY WITH STICKS / TRACKBALL YOULL BE BAD FOREVER // DONT ONLY PLAY EASY MODE // DISABLING ALL THESE EFFECTS RUINS THE EXPERIENCE
why do i have to hide that i'm doing the most i can to play what i like??

13.11.2025 21:42 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

rhythm games seem accessible on tbe surface but mention you dont go for PUCs and just play what you can handle and everyone loses their goddamn minds. also most machines are not very good for said accessibility

13.11.2025 21:40 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i was typing more here, but i realized it'd be better to put into a blog post or something about just how much i've lost and how easily a lot of it could be fixed... but the burden to do so lays on those of us who think of it and often have limited energy and resources.

13.11.2025 21:37 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i've followed grant since i had a small interview with him for an issue within splatoon, and this really sums up a lot of my own feelings too. *especially* since i've been losing more and more accessibility as my disease worsens. it feels horrible as someone who's gamed since i was 5!

13.11.2025 21:37 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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The PS5 and Series X era promised inclusion, but the reality is more complicated After five years covering PlayStation and Xbox, I've never felt more tested as a disabled player

After five years covering PlayStation and Xbox, I've never felt more tested as a disabled player

13.11.2025 17:30 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 41    ๐Ÿ” 12    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 2
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Did I just update my most popular Blender guide? Yup!โœจ๐Ÿซก

This isnโ€™t an e-book with every button in Blender.

It's 10 issues that beginners run into 90% of the time.

*With screenshots!*

So you can see how things are actually supposed to look and save yourself hours of time. ๐Ÿ‘‡

tinyurl.com/5afper8m

13.11.2025 15:47 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 274    ๐Ÿ” 98    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 6    ๐Ÿ“Œ 2

above all else you should go for the clip

13.11.2025 17:09 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 37    ๐Ÿ” 11    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 4    ๐Ÿ“Œ 3

im not kidding im about to start looking up where the insane trumpers got their hydroxychloroquine during the pandemic because thats the main treatment for lupus and NO ONE WANTS TO GIVE IT TO ME AGAIN DESPITE PERFECT FIELD OF VISION TESTS

13.11.2025 14:11 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

the only thing ill get back is my infusion and methotrexate anyways cause why give the patient the DMARD for their disease Go Find The Golden Goose Doctor For Approval

13.11.2025 14:09 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

didnt realize just how bad my lupus was til i got off every single medication not by choice
my malar rash is constantly appearing and as hot as a sunburn, my mouth is full of lesions, im almost to psychosis, my memory sucks so bad...

13.11.2025 14:09 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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love is.... to make her squirm

13.11.2025 10:38 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 394    ๐Ÿ” 151    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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๐Ÿ’™โค๏ธ๐Ÿ’›
#splatoonart #splatoonraiders #frye #shiver #shivrye #artistsonbsky

13.11.2025 06:17 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 80    ๐Ÿ” 23    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

THEY NEED TK GIVE ME MY MONEY BECAUSE I NEED CHALLIA BULL FIGURE WITH TRANSFORMING KIKEROGA

13.11.2025 07:01 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Illustration of various sea creatures with a blue and gold starry color pallete

Featured are whale shark, great white, sea angel, sea bunny, coelacanth, manta ray

Illustration of various sea creatures with a blue and gold starry color pallete Featured are whale shark, great white, sea angel, sea bunny, coelacanth, manta ray

starry ocean ๐Ÿฆˆ๐ŸŒŠ
#art #sharks #fish

13.11.2025 04:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3169    ๐Ÿ” 1126    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 18    ๐Ÿ“Œ 4
Tweet that says "Cool pussy I guess? I don't care really" with Char Aznable and Nanai transposed over it

Tweet that says "Cool pussy I guess? I don't care really" with Char Aznable and Nanai transposed over it

05.10.2024 00:20 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 295    ๐Ÿ” 132    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1
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erm
#furry #art #artshare #ocart #furryart

13.11.2025 02:04 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 113    ๐Ÿ” 21    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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my experience trying to get people to read umineko since completing it

12.11.2025 23:48 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3012    ๐Ÿ” 1120    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 29    ๐Ÿ“Œ 27

of course the cat can fish

12.11.2025 21:49 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

ive been trying to play on my own again but i max out at like an hour before my wrists give out just holding a controller
i need to find not comp players to play casually with who wont get upset about losing opens or whatever
i dont wanna grind X anymore

12.11.2025 21:44 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Casval thought he saw his mother when he looked in the mirror.

He didn't look much like his dad, he thought. Adults told him he did, sometimes, but he didn't really see it. He had his mother's eyes and his mother's face and his mother's hair. Casval liked that, because his mother was very beautiful.

But he never got told he took after his mother. He was like his dad, people said. Casval would change everything some day, people said. He had the charisma and drive of his father, people said.

Casval supposed that was how it had to be. He was a boy, after all.

Casval thought he saw his mother when he looked in the mirror. He didn't look much like his dad, he thought. Adults told him he did, sometimes, but he didn't really see it. He had his mother's eyes and his mother's face and his mother's hair. Casval liked that, because his mother was very beautiful. But he never got told he took after his mother. He was like his dad, people said. Casval would change everything some day, people said. He had the charisma and drive of his father, people said. Casval supposed that was how it had to be. He was a boy, after all.

I was going to say "Real Transfem Char Aznable has never been tried" as a joke but actually it's done a lot. I think it should be done more. #pikefic

12.11.2025 16:21 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 34    ๐Ÿ” 7    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

im really happy i stopped comp at where i did cause i absolutely improved a ton but i do not have the patience of appealing to others for the Chance to play with better players
i also dont really havr the patience anymore to deal with tilt ill just straight up leave its only game

12.11.2025 21:41 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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golshi ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ

12.11.2025 18:52 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1327    ๐Ÿ” 401    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 5    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Tutorial on drawing curly hair

1) draw the cloud outline
i am using CSP default "Real G-Pen"

2) fill the cloud outline

3) add the boarder effect

4) add the strands on the outside of the cloud in many shapes

5) alpha lock ur dam opacity | pick a darker color
add the strands on the inside of the cloud in many shapes
if ur cell shading u can stop here

6) add more light and dark colors as a treat
repeat 5) until u say "good enough"
if ur cell shading u can stop here also

7) air brush the top with ur light shade and the bottom with ur dark shade
then make more funny shapes with a soft brush
(fuck around stage)
heres the blending brush i used for this. but i cannot stress enough the specific brush dont matter and i use this brush to render Everything not just hair
u can use whatever blending brush brings u joy. if it has texture thats also swag

8) "done" (but u could truly render it forever) 
i turned off the outline layer there are no rules here
**if its not helpful my fault og**

Tutorial on drawing curly hair 1) draw the cloud outline i am using CSP default "Real G-Pen" 2) fill the cloud outline 3) add the boarder effect 4) add the strands on the outside of the cloud in many shapes 5) alpha lock ur dam opacity | pick a darker color add the strands on the inside of the cloud in many shapes if ur cell shading u can stop here 6) add more light and dark colors as a treat repeat 5) until u say "good enough" if ur cell shading u can stop here also 7) air brush the top with ur light shade and the bottom with ur dark shade then make more funny shapes with a soft brush (fuck around stage) heres the blending brush i used for this. but i cannot stress enough the specific brush dont matter and i use this brush to render Everything not just hair u can use whatever blending brush brings u joy. if it has texture thats also swag 8) "done" (but u could truly render it forever) i turned off the outline layer there are no rules here **if its not helpful my fault og**

a friend asked me what brush i used to draw hair so i made this
mb if its not helpful

[ #lovpng #arttutorial #artref ]

12.11.2025 20:01 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 343    ๐Ÿ” 132    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1
"Trent Reznor and Atticus Ross: The Social Network" album cover art by Rob Sheridan, 2010. A glitched image of Jesse Eisenberg as Mark Zuckerberg from the film. Full gallery and commentary at https://www.patreon.com/posts/41677761

"Trent Reznor and Atticus Ross: The Social Network" album cover art by Rob Sheridan, 2010. A glitched image of Jesse Eisenberg as Mark Zuckerberg from the film. Full gallery and commentary at https://www.patreon.com/posts/41677761

Artwork by Rob Sheridan from the Trent Reznor and Atticus Ross soundtrack album "The Social Network." Digitally corrupted still from the film. Full gallery and commentary at https://www.patreon.com/posts/41677761

Artwork by Rob Sheridan from the Trent Reznor and Atticus Ross soundtrack album "The Social Network." Digitally corrupted still from the film. Full gallery and commentary at https://www.patreon.com/posts/41677761

Artwork by Rob Sheridan from the Trent Reznor and Atticus Ross soundtrack album "The Social Network." Digitally corrupted still from the film. Full gallery and commentary at https://www.patreon.com/posts/41677761

Artwork by Rob Sheridan from the Trent Reznor and Atticus Ross soundtrack album "The Social Network." Digitally corrupted still from the film. Full gallery and commentary at https://www.patreon.com/posts/41677761

Artwork by Rob Sheridan from the Trent Reznor and Atticus Ross soundtrack album "The Social Network." Digitally corrupted still from the film. Full gallery and commentary at https://www.patreon.com/posts/41677761

Artwork by Rob Sheridan from the Trent Reznor and Atticus Ross soundtrack album "The Social Network." Digitally corrupted still from the film. Full gallery and commentary at https://www.patreon.com/posts/41677761

David Fincher's THE SOCIAL NETWORK, and Trent Reznor / Atticus Ross's Oscar-winning score, turned 15 years old this fall. Here's some of my artwork for the album, created by manually corrupting images from the film by editing their raw hex data in a text editor, damaging them from the inside. 1/

07.11.2025 20:17 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 457    ๐Ÿ” 76    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 15    ๐Ÿ“Œ 4

girl that barks x girl that meows x girl that makes robot noises

12.11.2025 20:04 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 33    ๐Ÿ” 7    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

if it wasnt for the computer upgrade i just got by a miracle i 100% wouldve been the target for the steam machine.

highly interested in the controller and vr headset but im happy abt the machine offering something to a ton of ppl

12.11.2025 19:57 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

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