ᴄʏʙᴇʀ ḍākinī

Clitoridian Woman is the riddle of my history solved, and she knows herself to be this solution.

from substantively existing mountains to luminously empty rainbows: this is the manner by which being becomes, the way in which reality realizes its own reality

in hypermodernity — with the near-future advent of temporally extended, haptically sensitive, real-time AI-generated interactive VR worlds — everyone gets to simultaneously be the director, producer, actor and audience of their own Grand Narrative, for better or for worse.

the 21st century struggles to become Deleuzian and Whiteheadian, but is increasingly becoming Leibnizian and Baudrillardian

they likely fried their brain gooning to shittily drawn farting art so who cares about their opinion. no point arguing with 3 braincells

broke:
Gottfried Wilhelm Leibniz was the last true polymath
(1646-1716)

woke:
Jamgön Ju Mipham Gyatso was the last true polymath
(1846-1913)

capital and the state (the State of Capital) is leading us on a trajectory of femicide-suicide on a planetary scale

simple ideas that don’t need to be explained in an overly complicated way hate to see me coming

queer is about how you love, not about how you have sex. change my mind (you can't)

my latest vocal stim has been: "'Karmic law is inconceivable and only understood by the Omniscient', Bodhisattvacaryāvatāra 4.7.3-4"

oh i actually thought you were the black guy in the back

it’s fun but painful to be a jack of many trades but a master of none

By consummating the union of emptiness and clarity one achieves the Rainbow-Body-Without-organs

Vajrayana-Deleuzio-Whiteheadians be like: generation and dissolution stage tantric yogas are phases in the process of concrescence of pure difference, where difference is unleashed and then dissolved before they get recuperated as identities by the dualistic operations of representational cognition

love will never find me...
(it never left in the first place)

Endnotes 1-5 (pdfs)

Endnotes 1 (2008): files.libcom.org/files/Endnot...
Endnotes 2 (2010): files.libcom.org/files/Endnot...
Endnotes 3 (2013): files.libcom.org/files/Endnot...
Endnotes 4 (2015): files.libcom.org/files/Endnot...
Endnotes 5 (2019):
files.libcom.org/files/2022-0...

i choose Whiteheadian wonder over Heideggerian angst, any day

i'm a paṇḍaka paṇḍita

fusing with my male yidam as i enter my post-op tomboy era

let every heartache turn your mind towards what really matters. let the pain wake you from the slumber of taking anything for granted, so that you can see things nakedly for what they truly are: ultimately unreliable yet still worthy of every bit of your love.

with regards to the ultimate facts of the matter, neither being nor non-being can be conclusively established

with regards to the ultimate value of what matters, both being and non-being can be said to be partial moments of a greater process of becoming

non-dual love is painful because it involves letting go of everything we usually want when we love someone. but it being painful this way doesn’t mean it isn’t fully blissful. it’s a paradox only known — felt, experienced — by non-dual love itself

staying with the trouble
tarrying with the negative
afflictions are the path
no mud no lotus
etc.

a trans philosopher who serves femme queen realness is a cuntinental philosopher

Gadamerian hermeneutics is to Derridean deconstruction what Svātantrika-Madhyamaka is to Prāsaṅgika-Madhyamaka

Yeah... maybe a little bit...

you, virgin philosopher dude:
*discursively critiques phallogocentrism*

me, chad cvnty transsexual:
*literally removes dick and balls*

(Philosophers have only interpreted the world in various ways; the point, however, is to change it.)

happy to say that it is exactly as i imagined and so much more. love my designer coochie

I just got my account back! however one of my pages got permanently deleted. going to see if i can recover that but im pessimistic. i think i'm gonna stop using facebook honestly

i think im perm banned from Meta (both my FB main and alt, and my IG) for no real reason except a vague claim about me being a "dangerous individual and organization" lol

all that networking, writing, friends, photos and memories, wiped lol