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I beat Gambling. I won

is this how people feel about “the ones that got away” or whatever but the platonic version lol

I wish we were still close. I love that human a lot. I could have been one of those people, one of those “best friends” that were there to celebrate her. i could have been like, in the top two of those friendships, i had the chance! I had that chance and it’s gone!!!!

there are so many lost friendships that came from this move. I always think of the people who dumped me - and i forget that there’s also people who i just drifted away from or stopped being included in stuff for due to the circumstances… Jesus Christ. I’m heartbroken

like all these people who love her were a part of the lead up to this happening and i love her so much and HAPPILY would have participated from afar if I knew but i was of course not contacted and it’s just like fuck. Oh. Oh yeah. why would anyone contact me hahahahaha fuck

my absolutely precious friend, who i catch up with only maybe once a year now that im here, just had a crazy wonderful big event happen in her life and so many people were there and i like didn’t know ANYTHING about it and i now have to face that like… yeah, im not really a part of her life anymore?

Fuck it, I'll run for President of Ireland at this point. Let's Drift into a brighter future. Let's have a gamer President. Vote Drift King

oh wow oh my gosh. i can’t emphasise enough how good moving here was for me and my health in every way. but wow sometimes my stomach drops when i suddenly see something i would have been a part of if i had never moved

Oh my gosh I totally agree lol. When I rewatch it, I tend to skim through *THOSE* episodes because they hurt so bad. 🥹

the beauty inside is the best romantic kdrama ever made i will take no rebuttles thank you

if I could have one superpower, no contest it would be to teleport between two locations at any moment. I would love to walk through a door and be in Chula vista for a weekend then come home to my life in Melbourne

sometimes I torture myself by looking at my house in San Diego on map street view, damn I miss my ugly little San Diego suburban neighbourhood

these numbers are actually blowing my mind omg like literally california has a higher population by over 10 million than all of australia so it makes sense but... DAMN

to put this into perspective, i just found out that all of australia has around 40 universities total, + 150 "non-university higher education institutes" (which, i guess maybe that's what they call community college here?) - meanwhile california ALONE has about 640 colleges and unis combined bahahah

i mean i'm sure there's more but like in chula vista there were several community colleges that you could just pop into if you wanted, i mean i just keep wanting to join a college's performing arts programs like choir and art but there just aren't things like that ~around~ like back home?

i think i really took for granted the like, several colleges and universities surrounding me in southern california... in victoria, there's a few major ones in the cbd of melbourne and then... a few really REGIONAL universities way out there in the brush and that's it bahahaha

thankfully this kind of stuff only lives in my brain for a few minutes now because I have way more actual present people and things to care and think about than I did when I first moved here. I just think it’s sad that people I considered friends would treat me with such emptiness now that I’m far

im aware that im a shit responder too but I’ll interact w the people who mean something to me, at least until my attention span wanders- then when I come back to, I’ll chat with them again like I’ll never just ignore someone forever if they think of me & message. but some people do just do that lol

idk why I try to interact with people who absolutely dropped me in the first place, yes I moved countries but like I still have memories with you and those memories mean something! To me at least! Damn

saw something that made me giggle and think of some old friends so I sent it to them and they left me on read LMAO guess I’ll die!

Moonbyul & Solar. #Moonsun #문별 #솔라 #Mamamoo

// Cuties. 🥰 👀 what are they up to these days. Hopefully planning an OT4 comeback (let me dream)!

A card named Anteatereatingant

Yugioh cards are high art sometimes

I've thought about going back to she/her pronouns so many times to make my life easier but I just can't do it. They/them feels too natural and fitting. If I ever go back to she/her pronouns know that I didn't do it willingly

ME SEEING ANY OTHER AAA OPEN WORLD GAME: yeah yeah real original
ME SEEING 4K MIDDLE AGED CIRI IN THE WITCHER 4 TECH DEMO: yum yum yum more slop please

when i search up ciri it's women going feral for her... ciri is for the sapphics and always has been (i'm so happy a queer, adult woman is about to be the lead in the biggest AAA open world rpg in development rn)

Ciri and Kelpie in new Witcher4 video 😍😍😍

#TheWitcher #Witcher4

Ciri in The Witcher 4

CIRI IS BREATHTAKING

she was my age witcher 3 came out she'll be my age when witcher 4 comes out, i had a crush on her then and i'll have a crush on her again now bahahaha

oh my god i'm in love with ciri witcher 4 thank you cd projekt red for giving us a W O M A N