VAN🤍🤍

Wonderful book about life just life a bit dark but was a guy who lived intoxicated for quite some time in his adulthood… opium of course, alcohol or absinthe was too vulgar.

The same British guy.
This is from my favourite book: Suspiria de profundis

I swear I am not stalking you! 🖖🏻
But happy to see you back in here ☺️

Perks of having an account enough big to keep good friends close, small enough to be me & my art,without any pressure to write big statements & pretend that I’m the ultimate artist. Like Thomas DeQuincey wrote: Enough in the dark for us to be left in the most pleasant of solitudes

Night thoughts 💭:
Last night had a terrible nightmare, I used to have nightmares about the same situation but this time was frightening …
Have you ever wondered how many times we resurrect while sleeping?

Beautiful

Night thoughts 💭:
A life without expectations…
It’s that possible?
Mastering it would be liberating

I won't write about you, because I've already made you art, you've become a poem.
I will remain silent when it comes to you, you are already a poem.
I won’t write about you, selfish creature.

Night thoughts 💭:
At times, this space makes me feel so naive, but then I remember that I am here for watching and learning…
This is a huge chessboard, funny I don’t know how to play, I am learning tho

Night thoughts 💭:
A night of hope and
Amore fati

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Night thoughts 💭:
Lasting memories made by curiosity..

I am curious to know about…
But what if it’s just a common light?, my shadow will be wary

I learned to be mistrustful of light and anything that clouds sight and judgement.

YouTube video by MumfordAndSonsVEVO Mumford & Sons, Pharrell Williams - Good People (Lyric Video)

Night thoughts 💭:
What about my year? Well, few sells, but happy to have amazing collectors ❤️
I met @PasanenJenni 🥰 adorable woman, talented, incredible kind!
I understood that art, true art (not pfps) does not expire

My song for 2025 is this one 👇🏻
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Art at @manifoldxyz ?
Of course 👇🏻 & remember that you can place an offer!
Links below

app.manifold.xyz/c/Blissandecst…

app.manifold.xyz/c/LTCH

app.manifold.xyz/c/FifthSutra

app.manifold.xyz/c/FourthSutra

app.manifold.xyz/c/ThirdSutra

app.manifold.xyz/c/SecondSutra

app.manifold.xyz/c/VANWORDS

I have been on X/twitter for quite some time now, and as digital artists since September of 2021.
I am not going to leave this, but I will change the way of being here.
Concentrate, create, grow and learn, that is what I do and will do here.
More 👇🏻

Night thoughts 💭:
It won’t be easy when it’s about feelings.
A hard shell as protection to the inner garden

Vanitas vanitatum et omnia vanitas, 2025

You have ceased to spread the beauty and glory in the death of your unpolluted petals the glory of your vanity in voluptuous fantasies of what could have been You smile, triumphant—no one condemns you for a lesser sin

Christmas lights

The best song to be on the highway…
Yes it’s old
Yes it’s the coolest remedy for Christmas songs

Here we art, even against the winds
Here we art between words between photographs
Here we art even with terrible migraines
Just my first love

When Im creating

Night thoughts 💭/morning confessions:
Waiting for a Christmas miracle: get a better day job 🥹 or make a living from my art/writing

all the cheesy Christmas songs leave me with the feeling that everything is possible…

Luckily the music torture will end soon

Deep dark poem, nice

Thinking out loud

Night thoughts 💭: “If you would think the same a girl like me's just irresistible” 🎶

Some words inside a photographs

Night /morning confessions:
The more I try to be good at cooking & that kind of stuff, the more I convinced myself that I should stay away from it.
Too much water and salt 😑
This rice bread 🍞 should be fluffy, with a nice texture & flavour, it’s not.
Back to art and writing

Always, all the time, every time, any time: YOU ❣️❤️
This is love
“…Confronting selfishness and ego capitulation. Holding the vibration of momentum without succumbing to fear of the unknown”

Night, maybe a very early morning thoughts 💭:
External validation is a drug that limits & numbs the creativity, as artist &, as humans it conditions self-love and fractures the spirit.
…here I am, another victim of its claws, in rehab with relapses and withdrawal symptoms.

The last words illustrated of 2024,
this year I didn’t write enough, but I am very happy & satisfied with what I have created.
#200tez
#photography

Night thoughts 💭 w/ Ai 🤖:
I started asking IA and IA ended up asking me.
Also my recommendation is: if you want to uplift your ego go and have a conversation with Chatgpt and don’t forget friends this AI is learning & mirroring from you 🫵😉