Julian A. Cesear ♈ (Jules)

I know "we shouldn't compare each other" but seeing how happy my cousins are with their partners make me feel so alone. It's the brainworms, but I genuinly think I am not a loveable person. A good friend, maybe, but never the first choice. Never the one who could be a lover. And I still yearn for it

Hello! My friend and I updated our #Ivantill #fanfiction Before We Die. Chapter 6 is currently out.

- Clone Ivan x Rebellion Member Till
- Till is planning something and Ivan have a mental breakdown
- They have some sexual tension at the end

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So, I have no idea what to do with this little passion project of mine. Maybe I can turn it into a book. I have no idea, I just want to do something nice

I want to create a folder with everything in it but I am scared to share it on Twitter. What if someone steals my work? What if someone feeds my work to ai?

I want to create a folder with everything in it but I am scared to share it on Twitter. What if someone steals my work? What if someone feeds my work to ai?

My initial idea was giving Zander my own backstory, it came to me after his second model: What if the body itself never belonged to Zander and it was just a normal human being who had an adventure? It has found-family, angst, madness, and death.

I cannot draw and I don't have the money for commission people, so I do what I can. I draw floor plans. I make playlists with the songs that inspires me. I make moodboards.

Since it's impossible for Zander to see it here, I can say it. I created a whole universe with a deadly disease and the protagonist is a doctor's apprentice called Kovir Brandis. I'm planning this story to be a series with short episodes. I wrote the first episode.